Monday, September 10, 2007

Wrist control

Just came back from a 3d2n trip to phuket. And it was definitely one of the best trip of my life as i got a hell of massage for just 200 baht ($9) Lol. Not only that, the beach was great, Snorkelling was good, food was so-so and things are fking cheap! Bought 3 shirts and 1 berms. The people there are also friendly, especially the girls!! Thai girls are really friendly and easy, manage to hook up like 3 at the same day in their club there, but realised that most of them not only are students and are also freelance sex worker that would sleep with you for a reasonable amount of $$. One offered herself for 1k ($45) baht to spend the whole night with me which i refused, Sounds reasonable but that excludes hotel charges and chances to get AIDS! I also happened to flirt and danced with some jap chicks there, they are friendly and very approachable but just don't have the mood to go to the extend to bed them! And of cos they are kawaiii!!! One of them is like 26 but looks like 21! Damn these girls are from better developed countries, with better looks and give better attitudes than Singaporean girls, so are the thais! But most of the thai girls there are sex workers, alot of them are really pretty especially those we saw at the A gogo bar. Arghh so tempting! But i'm on a budget and i don't want to be enjoying alone when 2 of my comrades kris and shawn will not be doing the same thing. Save it bah. Hopefully i will have the chance to go there again and hook up with the jap chicks next time! And possibly get lucky with them! HAHA! *evil grins*

Oh 2 more days left till NS, i'm really feeling abit lost and tired now, after coming back from my holis, my whole body is burning with the skins almost peeling off anytime soon after all the sun tanned i had in phuket. Think i'll just stay home for the remaining of my civilian days and get my head shaved tomorrow!....Yay....For now i can do nothing but relax, play, ponder and anticipate this coming thursday which i'll be enlisting @ 1pm.

Ok lastly i want a jap girlfriend! Fuck it i don't care! I was so desperate to see them at phuket and god i was not disappointed! Jap made up the majority of the tourists there and man they have really fair skins and some of them are really irresistably gorgeous! Thai chicks too! Singapore girls are really hopeless compare to them from top to bottom and personality wise. Thank you myself for the trip and the 2 buggers who accompany me there, the next trip shall be japan or if budget then Bangkok! in 2 years time!

Not gonna sleep now, i wanna play games...

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Sunday blues

Oh gosh what am i doing spending the whole sunday sleeping? Stupid stupid, i just thrashed down the time i've had like that.

Eh dont know why, recently i always feel kinda depressed when i'm all alone i guess everyone feels like that ba. Fuck man i'm a guy but i'm always feeling this way, this shouldn't be the case right? Think i'm not getting enough of sex maybe. LOL

Today i chatted with one of my ex colleague working in chevron, i saw his nick and it says "Forbidden fruit always tastes the best." I am curious, and sure it has something to do with sex, so i msged him and asked him. "What forbidden fruit?" He simply replied me with "HAHAA SEX !" My curiousity got the better of me. So i asked "What sia? How many you tasted?" He said "5!" I proceed to ask him when and how he know them? Ok i can honestly trust what he has been telling me as he is good looking, tall and charming and even sent me some photos he took with the girls in order to back up his claims. He told me "one was a model, another one was an ah lian and another one is a mama's girl." Damn! i feel so inferior, but maybe i can't blame myself, some people just have that much luck to fuck!

OR maybe i don't get so much fuck probably because i'm a very down to earth kind of guy who is more interested in what really happened and what is going on around this world than to get involved with fashion, good looking people, party poppers and trendy stuffs. I admit for a few occassion i've been trying to keep up with it, I even become that sort fucktards in clubs and go up and talk to girls. Such a waste of time seriously, though i did succeed but not for long as i dont have the patience and heart to keep my target on track with me. I usually end up being a boring ass talking to them about thing i don't even wanna talk about and avoid msging them and turning them off. LOL. Ok face it, i'm not good in courtships and i think i really suck in socialising with the opposite sex ever since my previous relationship ended. Lost all my charisma dealing with them. Then again i have a negative perceptions of these women i know that i cant just seem to open up to them because to me they are really bunch of hypocritical beings and can never be trusted, of cause ever since that previous relationship that just seems to justified it. I know even this is the fact i can't deny, i think i must think otherwise now. Sometimes, with the fact being laid infront of you, you have to just try not to acknowledge it as hard as you can and start being the fact that you've dreaded all along. KEEP IT REAL. Be the fucker, be the hypocrite, be the exploiter, be the jerk who get all the girls and make all the guys talk bad about you, make everyone talk bad about you because they are jealous! Should i really react this way in order to make myself feel better? I think i should consider, since all the dumbwitted bimbos are being seen together with a badass merciless jerk.

Alrite....10 days....10 more freaking days to ns. HAHA and I'm not yet prepared :(( and still feeling abit emo about my personal life and achievements. I should go to sleep.