3 months have just passed since i entered NS and did my last post, and now after BMT I've got into my dream vocation as a close combat instructor. It wasn't made known to me such a vocation existed until the 2nd half of my BMT and i happened to express interest in it and was selected to go for the selection due to my Martial Arts background. TKD(1stDAN). The whole thing was just pure chance and coincidence and i just took it without any hesitation. In the beginning of BMT, I was sort of an ambitious person, the first thing i aimed for is to enter OCS and become an officer, then i realise after the first week of my BMT that the way we are being treated, like a lowest life form by the SGTs (some are younger than me) and the PCs made me thought twice about going in, moreover i do not consider myself to be garang and wayang enough to be qualified for the vocation. And maybe also because that I do not really click well with my platoon mates during the first 4 weeks of PTP, maybe for them to be younger than me and some of them are just plainly too ah beng that i don't even bother to socialise with them. That ain't good for me right? Lol just marginalise people like that.
But luckily i happen to make friends with 2 very cool people there and much of the time during BMT we 3 are always together and clicked really well with each other. Without these 2 person, my life in BMT would've totally sucked. Well they say that in the army you can make really good friends and stay in contact throughout your life and i'm very sure these 2 are the lifetime friends that i've made. Ahhh however 3 months just passed by like that, one of them went into SISPEC BSLC and another one into 6SIR and me into AFC(Army Fitness Centre) as a Close combat instructor.
Now let's talk about my new vocation and life so far there. Ok ive only been there for 2 days 8-530 and damn it i got cheated as they first day said we have off till next wed then book in then they say we have to come back on thurs due to no off, and have off from fri to wed but then today they say we have to come back on mon for half day due to battalion training programme and after that told us tml we have another half day as we have to go tampinese. FUCK THEM!
Keep mind fucking us. Damn i don't want to fully emphasise how i feel now, all i know is tml im going to go there and watch a 2 hr free movie and fuck off! FUCK U MR CHIEF!
