I try to make it a habit to post every weekend, or lets say Sunday, since it's the only time i will feel kind of emotional after 7 days of activity, 5 days as an NSF and 2 days as a civilian. Emotional because in a few hours time i have to book in and stay in for another 3 nights or maybe 5 depends on the indecisive system of the army. This is because i've already finished the physical phase of my close combat instructor training as a trainee and in 2 weeks time i will be moving forward to the next phase. The instructional phase. There i will be learning how to teach soldiers the SAF close combat techniques and learn how to shout and maybe tekan them. There will be 28 commanders coming to join our course. Okay nevermind about it, im a little excited but i think i shouldn't have problem teaching just maybe i need to be more confident of myself and know what i want from them and myself during the lessons which i will be conducting.
So another 7 days goes by and this time during my book out, i went to shop for some cny clothes, my ever generous mom gave me $150 to buy whatever i like for myself and so i did. I bought 2 t shirts 1 glittering gayish black polo T and 1 pair of jeans, i spent like $130 in total. I think it's cool though i did not really search and shop like a woman to acquire what i want, just 2 days of 5 hours shopping, thats what i did to get 4 piece of body covering materials.
Oh and happen that i made some $$ off selling my stocks which my dad bought for me, made around $200 off a $2.4k stock... hahaha ok i'm still learning how to trade but just that i dont have much time to do it myself now and i have to rely on my expired father to do so, at least he's honest.
Then came the news today my good friend su zhi kai broke up with his girlfriend. Apparently his girlfriend fell for another guy but despite not knowing whether the guy is interested in her or not and inspite the girl still ask my goodfriend su zhi kai to fight for her love, he instead chose to break up with her, the reason he gave is simply because he couldn't accept the fact that his girlfriend like another guy after 9 months of relationship. Well... what can i say, girls are such bitches if you ain't the bastard. However if me and i really do think its worth it for me to fight back for her love and i really do love her i will do it. So i don't really know what is on the mind of this su zhikai.
Anyway this few days i also feel that im not myself, especially talking to friends and strangers.. dont know whats wrong with me, maybe some regrets over what i did to a girl, haha but fuck it, they cannot be trusted and maybe what i did is what they want.... nevermind peace. booking in loh...
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Just like lightning
Time past so fast, it's already 20th january 2008 and it's Sunday and it's book in day. Finally tommorow is the unofficial end to my Close Combat Instructor course physical phase as i will be taking my final Close Combat Training Grading. Advanced Close Combat Training. I really slack and do nothing for the whole entire weekend. Dota, surf, music, eat, sleep, club. That's all i do. Still wondering how i can make productive use of my weekends.
Recently i bought some shares in a company call NOL known as Neptune Orient Line, a transport company, i bought like 1000 shares of it at 3.36 which cost me around $3400. The market is not doing well recently and the shares i possessed have dropped a few points. Though of cause one must be patient to reap the benefits in the end, so my ex dad will help me settle and i can be quite relax about it till the end of the year.
Think i'm currently abit depress because maybe i'll be going back to camp later, though it's not as bad as BMTC in tekong but still, the feeling of booking in sucks.
And also on friday i had a date with this girl, and we went to watch a movie call cloverfield. It's a movie about a gigantic spider liked creature rampaging throughout NewYork, Manhattan. The whole movie was film in a handycam view by one of the characters in the movie thus the whole screen was shaking from the beginning to the end of the movie, i almost vomitted suffering from motion sickness. I won't reccomend this movie to anyone but do go watch if you find that there are no better movies to watch but yet still want to watch a movie within the month of January.
After that i went home with her and do something i myself thought it was abit foolish and kinda rush and indisciplined. I mean.. what can you expect when a girl is alone with you at your house? What can we do? Sigh... I really think i bastardised myself to the highest level. I don't even bother contacting her after she went home, neither does she. I think i should stop doing this, this destroy part of my new year 2008 resolution. To be nice to girls... Arghhh once again empty promises....
Alright that's all of my rant for today, will be back again next friday after another week of physical and mental suffering in camp. I love everyone! Muackz
Recently i bought some shares in a company call NOL known as Neptune Orient Line, a transport company, i bought like 1000 shares of it at 3.36 which cost me around $3400. The market is not doing well recently and the shares i possessed have dropped a few points. Though of cause one must be patient to reap the benefits in the end, so my ex dad will help me settle and i can be quite relax about it till the end of the year.
Think i'm currently abit depress because maybe i'll be going back to camp later, though it's not as bad as BMTC in tekong but still, the feeling of booking in sucks.
And also on friday i had a date with this girl, and we went to watch a movie call cloverfield. It's a movie about a gigantic spider liked creature rampaging throughout NewYork, Manhattan. The whole movie was film in a handycam view by one of the characters in the movie thus the whole screen was shaking from the beginning to the end of the movie, i almost vomitted suffering from motion sickness. I won't reccomend this movie to anyone but do go watch if you find that there are no better movies to watch but yet still want to watch a movie within the month of January.
After that i went home with her and do something i myself thought it was abit foolish and kinda rush and indisciplined. I mean.. what can you expect when a girl is alone with you at your house? What can we do? Sigh... I really think i bastardised myself to the highest level. I don't even bother contacting her after she went home, neither does she. I think i should stop doing this, this destroy part of my new year 2008 resolution. To be nice to girls... Arghhh once again empty promises....
Alright that's all of my rant for today, will be back again next friday after another week of physical and mental suffering in camp. I love everyone! Muackz
Saturday, January 05, 2008
im happy
Alright today is Sunday and i'm booking in back to camp. Yes, pasir laba camp, the camp of sispec where all privates come here to become sergeants. Some being coerced to. some wanted to and maybe some didn't want to. As you know i was being posted to Army fitness centre as a close combat instructor on-job trainee, yes "Close combat instructor" what a nice title to be given. I myself feel privileged to be there and to be honest it's all about the 8-5 vocation that it is that makes me feel luckyto be there.
But still the training is tough, it's what i expected it to be because it's called "Close Combat Instructors." So basically for 3 days in a row it's mainly training, training and more physical trainings. Running is a norm as we have live run every Mon, Wed and sometimes Fri. Gymming, target practice, punching bags and the worst of all, break falls. Yes break falls, it's not easy at all. Because first you have to condition yourself, which is to slap the lower part of your arm on the tatami mat for like 20 counts of 3 on each side, full force. Yes for an instructor that's how many times you have to slap before the start of the breakfalls. For a man maybe 1 count of 20 each side will do. CAN CRY I TELL YOU :~~(
But of course this is the price i have to pay for such a slack vocation right? 8-5 leh.. Hehe.. :B
Oh yah btw last tuesday i did something very daring and also something that i might regret or cause the person to regret in the future, hahah can't believe that happened also. Life is short, one must be brave to enjoy it, come what may! Of course this few days my body has been aching like hell, now already recovered abit. And tommorow will start all the training again and then follow by grading on friday. Gd luck to me man... hope i won't get Out-of Course... 67th CCI ALL THE WAY!!!
But still the training is tough, it's what i expected it to be because it's called "Close Combat Instructors." So basically for 3 days in a row it's mainly training, training and more physical trainings. Running is a norm as we have live run every Mon, Wed and sometimes Fri. Gymming, target practice, punching bags and the worst of all, break falls. Yes break falls, it's not easy at all. Because first you have to condition yourself, which is to slap the lower part of your arm on the tatami mat for like 20 counts of 3 on each side, full force. Yes for an instructor that's how many times you have to slap before the start of the breakfalls. For a man maybe 1 count of 20 each side will do. CAN CRY I TELL YOU :~~(
But of course this is the price i have to pay for such a slack vocation right? 8-5 leh.. Hehe.. :B
Oh yah btw last tuesday i did something very daring and also something that i might regret or cause the person to regret in the future, hahah can't believe that happened also. Life is short, one must be brave to enjoy it, come what may! Of course this few days my body has been aching like hell, now already recovered abit. And tommorow will start all the training again and then follow by grading on friday. Gd luck to me man... hope i won't get Out-of Course... 67th CCI ALL THE WAY!!!
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)