I try to make it a habit to post every weekend, or lets say Sunday, since it's the only time i will feel kind of emotional after 7 days of activity, 5 days as an NSF and 2 days as a civilian. Emotional because in a few hours time i have to book in and stay in for another 3 nights or maybe 5 depends on the indecisive system of the army. This is because i've already finished the physical phase of my close combat instructor training as a trainee and in 2 weeks time i will be moving forward to the next phase. The instructional phase. There i will be learning how to teach soldiers the SAF close combat techniques and learn how to shout and maybe tekan them. There will be 28 commanders coming to join our course. Okay nevermind about it, im a little excited but i think i shouldn't have problem teaching just maybe i need to be more confident of myself and know what i want from them and myself during the lessons which i will be conducting.
So another 7 days goes by and this time during my book out, i went to shop for some cny clothes, my ever generous mom gave me $150 to buy whatever i like for myself and so i did. I bought 2 t shirts 1 glittering gayish black polo T and 1 pair of jeans, i spent like $130 in total. I think it's cool though i did not really search and shop like a woman to acquire what i want, just 2 days of 5 hours shopping, thats what i did to get 4 piece of body covering materials.
Oh and happen that i made some $$ off selling my stocks which my dad bought for me, made around $200 off a $2.4k stock... hahaha ok i'm still learning how to trade but just that i dont have much time to do it myself now and i have to rely on my expired father to do so, at least he's honest.
Then came the news today my good friend su zhi kai broke up with his girlfriend. Apparently his girlfriend fell for another guy but despite not knowing whether the guy is interested in her or not and inspite the girl still ask my goodfriend su zhi kai to fight for her love, he instead chose to break up with her, the reason he gave is simply because he couldn't accept the fact that his girlfriend like another guy after 9 months of relationship. Well... what can i say, girls are such bitches if you ain't the bastard. However if me and i really do think its worth it for me to fight back for her love and i really do love her i will do it. So i don't really know what is on the mind of this su zhikai.
Anyway this few days i also feel that im not myself, especially talking to friends and strangers.. dont know whats wrong with me, maybe some regrets over what i did to a girl, haha but fuck it, they cannot be trusted and maybe what i did is what they want.... nevermind peace. booking in loh...
