Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Life can never be explained

Am i right to say that? Can it be explained even if humanity is given another billion years life span?
Can religions be taken seriously? How has it helped in anyway when there has been no concrete evidence to prove there is god?
Are humans the really most intelligent living things that's living in this planet?
How can u judge that? And who am i to say they are not? And who am i to say that they are? I am human afterall. Can i judge myself? No? Yes?

What is wrong and what is right? Who is qualify to say who's wrong who's right?
What are debates for anyway? So there's a winner? But who's that to say the losers are completely wrong?

So if i were to make things up and say this is not a blog this is a golb? Am i wrong to say that? It's just words made up by someone else and agreed by the masses that this is the right spelling right words to use for this program. So am i wrong? Yeah by the majority. But im right that i actually formed an image of this program and relate it to the word golb. Am i wrong? And someone else would say i am wrong this is a blog. But then i question. Are u sure u are right to say this is a blog not a golb just because majority agrees on it? Fuck man things are so complicated. What are we living for?

Some inspirational quotes

People should have the right to end his life, if he wants. But I think it would be a great mistake. However bad life may seem, there is always something you can do, and succeed at. While there's life, there is hope. - Prof. Stephen Hawking

I have noticed even people who claim everything is predestined, and that we can do nothing to change it, look before they cross the road. - Prof. Stephen Hawking

No man is rich enough to buy back his own past. - Oscar Wilde

Art is the only serious thing in the world. And the artist is the only person who is never serious. - Oscar Wilde

If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut. - Albert Einstein

A clever person solves a problem. A wise person avoids it. - Albert Einstein

What does not kill him, makes him stronger. - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist. - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise - Sigmund Freud

No. I'm not going to be your monkey. - John Stewart

Sunday, April 20, 2008

pcc song



Play the clip and sing to this lyrics i typed. (not the crappy ones in the clip)

My name is eugene low
i think i am insane
i stay at home all day
and only masturbate

I've nothing to do
i feel like a fool
and im holding on to
my little bro.

i could've played cs
warcraft 3 is not so bad
as a man imma do what i can

just beat it with my hand
as cruel it can get
and witness as the story ends.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Without me (CCI Version)

CCI is a job for me
Now everybody just follow me
cause we need a little bcct
icct acct

A little lock it and twist it
we've been playing with techniques
your wrist lock your thumb lock
I'm so anal about it
They start feeling im so full of bullshits
till someone come along with a loose arm and yell "shit!"

A broken elbow
The vision is scary
I call upon the medic
to prevent a panic,
a tactic, to let me continue the class
in the fact that i got everyone give up and pass
and it's a disaster such a catastrophe
for them to see so damn much of the mess
they've brought for me.

Well i'm back(batman sound)
nananananananananana
make you do some work out like you never ever wanna
pump up and down on the floor with your knuckles
the worst part of your day for all of you fuckers
I make you curse me, i think best you'd be swearing
detesting, your sight of the black shirt i'm wearing
KnockItDown! Carry on please! feels the tension as soon someone starts counting
Now down 20 and another 20 for me!
Push up? Who ask? You ask for it! (Chorus)

CCI is a job for me
So everybody just follow me
cause we need a little bcct
icct acct

Sunday, April 13, 2008

The Skeet

imma so stressed out nigga. juz so got teh extra by my fat superior the M.R .O.N.G and the hong and the keong. Fark tt nigga man. Me wuz juz pimping it out in SAFPU by taking of my pants infront of his pearl of sight. Me gotz ownz when he says i got teh extra. fark him. I am seck of tiz nigga. hez breaking my ballz. I tink er im gonna bang da bang and da skeet his ahnus and make tt nigga feel the stress when this nizzle here iz hatin life as a CCaighIIIIIII. Gawd damn these beeg shit niggaz who tinkz they r so baller to pwn me by giving me teh extra. Farkz dem.
Tommorow i iz gonna life run it like itz hotz but i got teh tits problem which its actually on my heart. I iz gonna hit teh medical center and bangz da mo in his ahnus. Toze farking MOs will gonnaz feel da great 1 which iz teh aura of mine to get some farking ownzing status that will gonna excludez me for teh AHM. FARKZ IT!

Oh yeah. if Kobe bryant can jump over Ashton Martin. Why can't i get the girls i want?


one crazy azz nigga!

2 boring individuals

2 boring individuals went to the club last night. It was random, it was sudden, it wasn't meant to be that way.

2 boring individuals went to the dance floor to dance and got clamped by a bunch of guys

2 boring individuals 1 female 1 male

2 boring individuals spent 5 hours moving their body and try to maintain minimum contact with each other

2 boring individuals the female got punk'd apparently by her friend, the male got punk'd into thinking there'll be more hoes going down

2 boring individuals wasted 5 hrs of precious time doing practically nothing but listening to black musics

2 boring individuals went out of the club

2 boring individuals one went home the other went to the other club and join her sister

2 boring individuals how boring

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I am a feather

I am a feather.
I go where the wind blows.
Unpredictable weather
But i'll still go with the flow

Defining my life
Hard to tell why
Getting pretentious at times
But i guess all is fine.

No one could understand
Even I couldn't comprehend
But one thing i know
I have not lost my sense

So what have i conceived?
What's there to achieve?
life itself seems
like a hassle to live.

Now i'm tired
Time to retire
To a dream i desire
Now light up my fire

Wierd

Something is missing in my life.
I'm not sure what i want either.
Neither am i sure who i am now.

Mentally im tired of my social life.
Im just a lazy person
and im starting to feel quite uncomfortable communicating with some people.

I just want to be alone.
I just want to do things alone
I need no one to bother me
I just need a company of a beautiful girl
Or maybe i need someone else to love me
Am i asking for too much?
Yet i do not have the energy to pursue what i want.
I am lazy maybe

I read self enrichment books to make myself feel more positive about life
And i tried to apply those philosophies i learnt to my life
Seems that i don't feel any different
Or am i doing it the wrong way?
"There is no self"
Famous phrase of the great Buddha
How can i achieve that?
Bah man.. im tired
I hope tommorow will be better
Stupid guard duty....
Be back on friday i will...
Good day!

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Given up

Given up by Linkin Park
This is so depressingly inspiring ^^

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy[chorus]

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me[end chorus]

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy[chorus]

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me[end chorus]

[bridge]Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery[end bridge]

[chorus]I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me