Mind Control of the Masses

There exist a great plague, a plague nobody can cure other than the person themselves, it's called conform. A very scary disease, Indeed It's deadlier than aids, Easier to attained compared to flu. And we who suffered are called conformists. It's a disease everyone in this world suffers from, it not only eats through your heart and your soul. It even controls the way you think. How do we get this disease? What cause us all to be affected and yet we are not even aware that we've been affected?

It's unavoidable, we see them everyday, we live by them everyday, we need them everyday, we even need them to survive. Can you guess it? Kudos to you if you do. And yes it's the media. A very very powerful term can be used to represent it's actual meaning. It's call PROPOGANDA, created and intended by the people to control us who manages the land we live in.
Imagine you're just a baby, when you're a baby you know not what's right and wrong. You won't be able to judge anyone, not even when you see a man murdering another man you don't even know whether the man is commiting a crime, until someone tells you so. Slowly day by day you begin to see and hear more and more, then you learn how to judge people. Your guardians told you so and so is bad and you keep away from them, so and so is good and you will look up to them. You might even want to be like so and so, you will agree whatever so and so do. So and so actions stimulates your brain because you think whatever things so and so do is good because you were told so and so is good. But who is so and so? People you see in the news, people you see in your daily life, people you talked to, people you judge. Gradually as you grow, you picked up actions, words and ideas that were being regarded as "GOOD" from so and so. You do not exist anymore. You merely created another person in you. This person is call the EGO, it's not you, it's a person being created in order to fit into this society, a person being created by how you think you should act, speak, walks, sings, eat. Just because you think it is good, and created to hate someone whom action and words you deemed to be bad because someone told you so. But do we know the truth? Have we seek the truth?

Just like the media, the TVS. It is possible to become physically addicted to watching television, a hypothesis borne out by numerous studies which have shown that very few people are able to kick the television habit. It's no longer an overstatement to note that the youth today that are raised and taught through network television are intellectually dead by their early teens. The true you has died, you have been brained washed and being led by people who tell you what is good and what is wrong, just because they show you some footage of middle eastern people threatening to bomb some western countries or even trying to hint to you that your country is being targetted for bombing as well! Scarying you, making you prowl, sucking away your security. You begin to support the war, you condemn the people whom are being potrayed as "bad" you speak out against them, you go to public and you show hatred towards these particular race or religion of people. OH WAKE UP!! The only culprits are people who tries to make you think and support their way in order to benefit their schemes. Think about propoganda, hmmm tell me... Which country was the most infamous for using propogandas to support their war efforts and schemes? Wait was it Germany!? Hitler's Germany? An army of retards and lunatics that murdered millions of people? Bombarding areas of helpless countries? Taking over territories which doesn't belong to them? So am I wrong to say the world we are living in is still freaking Nazis? Anyway tell me why 2 of our highiest ranking personnel in the parliament comes from the same family? Out of 4million people in our countries this is the best we can come up with? Damn, have we been taken for a fool? "We are given the world reality through a screen, some ink, or radio waves. The truth is hiding in plain site." Transcripts are being dictated to tell us how the world is like and how we should live in order to fit into this society. Has our destiny been written for us already? ITS TIME TO WAKE UP, PEOPLE.

It's time to have your own sets of mind, it's time to seek the truth. Instead of finger pointing, bitch slapping and tongue bashing. Think for a moment, think and apply some logic. The tip of the ice-berg is just 1/10 of it's bottom, yes we heard about it, yet we only see the tip of it, We had not went for a dive to see the bottom part of it. So i say let us stand up and fight, not physically, but we shall fight a mental war against those people that uses propogandas to control our lifes. It's time to voice out, we need to know the truth, we need to fight for the truth by verbal means. We need to wake up! Truth shall be known!

But however, if you choose to travel the road to the truth, then you must be prepared for the obstacles that await you. You may be condemned or criticized by your family, your friends, your lovers, or your co-workers. This is their programming that began at birth that is doing exactly what it's supposed to do. You're going to have to be stronger than that. You must realize that there is a reality that exists outside of this controlled artificial system.

"Stop being robots."

Stupid is what stupid does

Last night I watch a movie named Forrest gump. It was aired on 1994 and i happen to heard alot of good reviews about this movie recently through yahoo movies and imdb.com. After I finish watching it, I was amazed. It was a very nice and touching movie. Damn beautifully scripted and perfectly casted by the all of the actors and actresses especially Tom Hanks.
Its actually about a fictionous character whose name is Forrest Gump, he was narrating his past while sitting on a bench next to a black old lady talking and sounding very dim witted. When he was young he's thought to have an IQ of only 75 he can't talk the way normal human does and he cannot walk properly because he does not have very strong legs. He needs some kind of metal to support his leg while he walks and the way he walks actually mock the way Elvis presley dances. And due to his disability, he also found himself in a disadvantage in enrolling into a famous school which his mother tried profusely everything to get him into the school, well basically she had sex with the principal and then he let him in.
Then the scene change to him waiting for a bus, which is his first day to school, when he got up to the bus, he noticed that everyone gave him the disgusting and discriminating look because of his disability and no one allows him to sit beside them. Then there was this little girl, whom he will eventually marry, request him to sit beside her. "And then i heard the most beautiful voice ever" As stated by Forrest when the girl ask him to sit beside her. Days passes by as their bond towards each other grew closer. The girl was known later to have a abusive father in the movie.
School days was tough for forrest as he has to withhold bullies and insult almost everyday, constantly being mocked at and disturbed. One time he was chased by a few bikers and being throw stones at, and being chased, he ran as the girl was with him, "Run, Forrest Run" Cried the girl, as the girl can only watched helplessly as her beloved friend runs from the danger, the cyclists paddles speedly tries to knock him down. Then something happen as he ran, the metal supporting his leg suddenly breaks and he was able to run normally like a normal person. Knowing that, he suddenly felt so good in running and he continue running even though he had already shunned off from the bikers, he ran past amazingly fast across a foodball field within his school compound catching the sight of the football coach whom later would have him enrolled into the football club. And then he spend his days in school as a football player being the key player as he was the fastest in the field. As he grows up he was seen playing for one of the football club in America and then I would like to type out the whole story but i figure out it will take up alot of my time and i need to sleep. Anyway i reccomend this movie to everyone! Really a very good movie. It tells us that even most of us has slight disablities "We are no different from others because all of us are different!" Not only that, it also thought me alot of things about life, that's what i like about old movies, they are really meaningful and most of them are really worth our money though i get to watch it free!! hehe. Some of the movies nowsaday are just overatted and directed and acted by people who just want to make money quick and easy. Anyway forrest gump is 9.4/10 Definitely one of the best movies I've seen!

PS: What i had typed out was only just 1/20 of the whole story lmao!

Insomnia!

O my god i didn't slept at all for the whole night, after helping my mother search for some hair salon equipment online. Yup! This coming thursday my mother is going to start her own hair saloon business co-owned among her friends, the problem is her friends knows how to cut hair but she don't, so i guess she's most probably gonna end up being a cashier or just a hair washer. Damn gross IMO, imagine having to wash some stranger's hair uncertained what kind of germs or fungus that has nested in it. Yeah feel it.
O yeah i can't sleep, maybe because today is my last day of my industrial training programme, which also meant my supervisor will be marking my final grade judging from these not-too-entirely dreadful 5 months plus stint i've been here. ARggghhh!! Still get the effy feeling that i won't get the grade i wish for. This ITP cost a load of points off my overall GPA, which is that friggin important to get a good grade if i am to have any chance to get into a local U. I heavily doubt i will end up in anyway. Ok i'm going to get ready soon, and have a short nap in the bus if i can find a seat! that's prolly the reason why i hate travelling in a morning bus! Most of the time I can't get a fucking seat to comfort my heavy ass! Yah that heavy feeling you feel early morning all over your body as if you can suddenly feel the weigh of all the food you ate yesterday night. Ahh screw it, i'm gonna get ready. But anyway its my last day, fuck the complains i typed here.

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
No religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace..u hoo

Imagine no possesions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say i'm a dreamer
But i'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one.

- John Lennon

The End Is Coming

It's an honour and pleasure to.... know that.....I have... 2 more working days to end my prison sentence (ITP)!! Muahahaa...Such a delightful feeling that i can't believe that my benevolent Warden (Supervisor) MR TXX even took 4 weekdays leave during the last week of my sentence. However! The fight is not over, as he has yet to conclude my final grade. Though I ask for nothing better than a freaking B!

Even though it's a neither long nor short 5 and a half months. I am very thankful to my Poly for integrating me into this company, it's been a worthwhile experience as I've met many people, whom have been both truthful and deceitful to me. I get to see the real world and see what money and pride can do to people and even to myself. Yes and I'm also proud to claim that, I've been taking alot of advantages to as much as how the company takes advantage of my service. It's a i lose one tooth u will also lose one tooth world. And the principle of equivalent trade applies to every aspect of life. You lose something, you gain something!

And yes recently I've been holding some grudges, grudges upon every human beings and that includes even myself because of the word 'judge', not judge as referred to the man of justice, but judge in a sense that how someone is worth by the way he looks, dress, work, study, talks, walks, eat, sleep and the way he is being testify upon because of his background or skin colour. There was one saying 'Do not judge, or you will be judged' but it seems like we're born with the nature to 'Judge or be judged' and makes it so 'impossible not to judge and not be judged' So why, what and who caused this conformation? What shall we blame? Religions? Race? Media? Government? Beavers? or OURSELF? Well.. I say blame it on the existence of the 4 elements, fire, water, earth, air. Because without them there wouldn't be us. And without us there wouldn't be anyone to judge. But since we are all here waiting to one day disappear, what we can do now is get on with life, because as we grow older we get wiser. We will be really smart when we are dead.

Perfact

Been a few days since the new attachment student came, which of cause had my condolence as soon as i saw him in my sit during his first day in office. Ha Ha
The first thing i asked him was, did you offend any lecturer? Lol of cause at first he doesn't know why the hell I ask him that, until i show him the trainee guide which will be his bible in the up coming months for his Industrial Training Programme. That is because there's helluva task and procedures to handle and of cause every predecessor would pity their successors and wish them the best for their next 6 months

After work I met hongsheng and zk at plaza singapura, bringing only $15 with me to spend. And sadly I end up spending all of it on food! In a 'fish market' restaurant together with his poly friends which i personally felt the food wasn't worth spending on as it was soso and only enough to just quench my hunger. $45 of fish and chips to feed 3 people, that's almost as good as robbing a bank and pay taxes to the govt with the money you robbed. Ironically non sensed.

Then together with zk and hongsheng and his poly friends we went to boat quay there and slack off the stairs right off the Singapore river, we sang a happy birthday song to his friend and sit there for more than 1 hour just to talk cock sing song. Then in the end we manage to board a bus during non peak hour where thousands of people either finished shopping or just knocked off from their work. I also saw someone i didn't see for quite sometimes, and on the bus we continue to talk cock sing song all the way home.

I reminded myself on something today. There's no boundary among humans, not until you try to build that berlin wall in your mind which makes you inferior or superior.

Keeping it real

We live in a dimension where one only gives a shit about themselves. So tell me, why should i write about myself here and what i do everyday when everyone only give a shit about themselves and instead of reading the whole paragraphs what they are doing is skip some words and just read the nouns or verbs? I get feedbacks that keep telling me to write about myself instead of all the rants i made in all my previous post. That is for me, impossible. Alright if you insist i write about myself and what i did today, it will be something like that...

" Today is a fucked up day, i bet you want to know it more than anyone else and if you get to read what i write about what happen to myself today, u're one lucky son of a bi**h. I woke up in the morning with saliva stain all over my face, the air-condition were freezing the blood in my veins when i remembered i was naked asleep since 5 hrs ago, it took me 1 minutes to notice i'm awake and then i went back to sleep again. After 10 minutes, the alarm clock went out and i have to wake up again to notice it's still early and i fall back into my bed again for another 10 minutes of sleep. As the alarm clock shows the number 0735, I have no choice but to wake up because since my work starts at 9am and i have to take app. 1 hour to travel from the busstop near by to a busstop to my workplace which i will be walking for another 10 minutes to reach the darn office. So i jumped out of my bed, and head for air- condition remote and off the darn freaking cold air-condition which of cause is...freezing my blood."

So how? interesting? you bet! The process of me waking up already fill up 1/3 of this post and you expect me to write what happen to me for the whole of today?I know it's exagerating of me put it this way and i could've summarised it. But i doubt my english is good enough to summarise around 2000 words which would be used to describe what happen to me today and what i did.
So what my idea of my blog now is to write abit the main point of what happen today, and what have i learn from the shits i get which of cause i won't care whether anyone gives a damn or not. I just want to use it for reference in the future of what i have experienced and how i dealt with what happened and what's the out come of it. So i can compare with the same thing i experience in the future and how i dealt with it and what's the outcome of it. Simple as that!

PS: I doubt anyone who reads it agree with me and read the whole post, as most of us are self-centered. Which includes me.

Cornered

I look down on money, it's the cause of every problem in this world. Everyone in all walks of life are controlled by it, you can almost use any word you find in the dictionary to form a sentence with it. People change when you talk about money, too less of it is bad enough, too much of it is just as tough. Because of money, the bonds of all fellowship can be broken faster than how my shit goes down the toilet bowl when I flush it.
Anyway just to let you all know, i'm on the 5th month of my attachment, and being someone that serves his sentence in the human resource department, i get to see alot of faces, mostly ugly ones. Just imagine having to communicate with people whom don't speak your language or doesn't speak your language well all day(yah they are foreigners), and the majority of the reasons they look for you everytime is because of money. Yah, their wages, bonus and allowances to be precise. Okay mostly is because i'm the one that handles all of their salary and stuffs, even their work permits. So today this 2 indonesian crew came down from our company's vessel, one of them was obliged to come down and another one was suppose to be taking leave. The one who was obliged to come down wants me to give him offshore allowance, which of cause we aren't oblige to give him any. Ok long story short, we have this discussion and argument that in the end i concluded with him that he's not suppose to be given any cash advance or not his salary for this month will be cut, during the process i fuck him hard with my words until i think he can feel the swell up his ass from the fuckings he got from me, and yes the facial expression he gave to me pretty much tells me he was high even though i'm not sure whether he understands what the fuck i'm trying to tell him or not. Oh I did say fuck, don't get the wrong meaning, in the modern society, the word fuck has alot of meaning and falls into alot of category. If you're unsure you can go to http://www.lotsofjokes.com/cat_143.htm .
See.. All this confidence in fucking unreasonable people are being built up by the 5 months of shits i absorbed from my attachments. It's just like you eat so much food and so much shit is being stored inside your body until you're being forced to let it out smoothly. This time the shit came out like how the bullets were being wasted by rambo using machine guns.
-There's a chinese saying that any dogs will fight back when they are being cornered-
Verdict: Erm not really sure how you say it, but i'm pretty sure that's the only choice left for the dog. (what, you expect him to just bark!?)