Thursday, March 16, 2006

The End Is Coming

It's an honour and pleasure to.... know that.....I have... 2 more working days to end my prison sentence (ITP)!! Muahahaa...Such a delightful feeling that i can't believe that my benevolent Warden (Supervisor) MR TXX even took 4 weekdays leave during the last week of my sentence. However! The fight is not over, as he has yet to conclude my final grade. Though I ask for nothing better than a freaking B!

Even though it's a neither long nor short 5 and a half months. I am very thankful to my Poly for integrating me into this company, it's been a worthwhile experience as I've met many people, whom have been both truthful and deceitful to me. I get to see the real world and see what money and pride can do to people and even to myself. Yes and I'm also proud to claim that, I've been taking alot of advantages to as much as how the company takes advantage of my service. It's a i lose one tooth u will also lose one tooth world. And the principle of equivalent trade applies to every aspect of life. You lose something, you gain something!

And yes recently I've been holding some grudges, grudges upon every human beings and that includes even myself because of the word 'judge', not judge as referred to the man of justice, but judge in a sense that how someone is worth by the way he looks, dress, work, study, talks, walks, eat, sleep and the way he is being testify upon because of his background or skin colour. There was one saying 'Do not judge, or you will be judged' but it seems like we're born with the nature to 'Judge or be judged' and makes it so 'impossible not to judge and not be judged' So why, what and who caused this conformation? What shall we blame? Religions? Race? Media? Government? Beavers? or OURSELF? Well.. I say blame it on the existence of the 4 elements, fire, water, earth, air. Because without them there wouldn't be us. And without us there wouldn't be anyone to judge. But since we are all here waiting to one day disappear, what we can do now is get on with life, because as we grow older we get wiser. We will be really smart when we are dead.