I know why i am blogging now. Because i can't sleep, even if it's 5 past midnight.
I just cant friggin sleep, and because of that i begin to reminisce. It's only a fact that time knows no boundary, as it flows while i'm being self centered over a series of unfortunate event that happened to me not long ago. Why am I suddenly feeling so inferior? And so much so that i always wanted to help people with their problems and think for a moment and notice that I can't even solve my own? Until now I've always been confused regarding what to do now in order to be successful in the future. There's just so many things to think about doing and yet i fail to execute any of them with enthusiasm or satisfaction.
I remember not long ago one fortune teller offered me some advice, haha I know it's abit crazy to believe in this sort of things, she told me to focus on a sole target and work towards it, I am not suitable to do multi tasking. I've been noting what she said until now and paying attention to opportunities that I've been given to do things; work etc. Sadly I haven't found anything currently in my life for me to solely focus on. Other than getting my Diploma and my driving license, or maybe that is what i should just focus and work on?
And because now is holiday, I've nothing to worry with education, maybe that's the reason why i feel like an empty bottle, nothing inside and not nice to look at, just an empty bottle waiting for something or someone to fill in. Someone whom now have bare affliation with me who I've been thinking alot about and don't even or rarely contact each other.
Maybe my life sounds far from a fairy tale, but fairy tales can be made with truth and abit of magical moments in it. I'm waiting for the magical moments.
-Oh and dont worry my little friend who has alot of stuffs to worry about, regarding your attachments and stuffs haha i will be there to give you morale boost!-
I just want to sleep but I can't! Fu*k!
