She doesn't recognised me anymore, how true, how ironic, how demoralising.
Went to zouk on friday for some dumb ass single party which i think it's a failed event. End up going into phuture of cause.
Entrance was free because gh knows the supervisor working there and he signed in all of us for free. Drank a few free shots which taste kinda crappy at the zouk singles event and went to phuture after that.
Was quite happening at first, ordered 2 jugs shared among the group, it was 1 for 1 so there were a total of 4 jugs. As usual, manage to capitalise on most of the drinks and got quite high. Went into the dance floor hoping to cast my highness charm on some girls, successful on 1 ocassion, failed on some. Eventually it was down to me together with the group i am with to dance it out to the final 2 hours of the tune.
Suddenly, out of all spots in the phuture dance floor, of all locations in Singapore, of all people i was with, i saw someone i haven't seen for 1 and the half year, my gosh...memories flooded my mind, i couldn't concentrate, i couldn't bring myself to enjoy. I saw her. HER, the last HER whom i really really loved thoroughly and truly in my heart...It has to be her. Of cause i doubt she noticed me as she was busy dancing with one of her "guy"friend. I told jan about it...(How ironic it has to be jan i'm telling it to.)
True infact, she has forgotten all about me, she doesn't recognised me anymore, or she does and act as if she doesnt. That was what i did exactly too, i did not approach her at all. I just feel that maybe things should remain like that, no complication nothing, it's all in the memory and none of us should come across each others path again.....haiz.. i really feel demoralised i really feel i'm that insignificant. I'm lost.
Is there no one i could ever love like that again?
