Thursday, August 23, 2007

A realistic world

Let's be fucking honest here. Which guy in this world ain't perverted and always thinking about having a hotbabe lying beside his bed? If some guys ever think that way, he gotta be one of the most unrealistic motherfucker ever. Or if i might be wrong, he must be gay.

And which girl in this world wouldn't be tempted by money? Some say guts and humour plays a part in winning a girl's heart, but in the end, it all comes down to the one and only make or break factor. Money. If you say this is a sad fact, then you must've been watching too much tv and movie dramas that wants you to think that these world spins with love without any conditions. Wake up man. Alright i think i'm just blogging about the obvious, i've nothing much to blog and just wanna stir some frustration out of my mind.

I think on the outside i look like a fucking strong person, sugar coated my true emotions and potray myself as a retard and confident guy, actually i'm not."I think everyone feels this way sometimes." Which at the the moment i think it's abit retarted, but i guess no one can help it. Because the fact is, if you keep wanting to show people how you really feel and throw out all your emotional problems and show how weak you are to them, and especially you are a guy, gradually no one is going to give a shit about you. A girl might be experiencing the opposite, but for a guy to react like a wuss everytime, everyone will start avoiding you and sooner or later you gonna feel more and more like crap as everyone starts to act fake towards you. Sad facts. Once again.

Every once in a awhile, i've always hear people saying to each other. "Be yourself" "Be yourself" Fuck! How do you be yourself everytime? The problem in this real world is, there are some unwelcomed situation that you will probably put yourself in by trying to be yourself. I, however think it's hard to be myself and I could only be myself if i'm tired of something or think that's the best way for me to deal with something and I have nothing to lose or not afraid to lose.

I guess despite all these shit that happens around the world, in the heart and minds of the majority, peace is the only thing we want, No one wants to fight unnecessary wars, unless you're some crazy ass politicians like those at the states. No one wants to harm others just for the sake of doing it, unless you're some crazy thugs. No one wants to forever sugarcoat themselves and everyone needs time alone to think for themselves like what i'm doing right now. Issues are not issues at all if you do not know about it or refuse to acknowledge it. True, but to me now i'm so free of issues and the only major issue that i've yet to face is NS.