K i swear this is gonna be a fucken'd long post. Why? Because now it's 1 am and i've nothing better to do and i suddenly feel i should be responsible to my blog and do some new postings and "communicate" with my soul.
Ok i'm currently working at spring as a Customer Service Operator in the Online Business Licencing Service department. That means i'm the first line of defence for the government business licencing website and i've to take calls to help anyone who have problems applying for their licences. However normally what i face is a bunch of callers, some asking relevant questions, most asking stupid questions and some crazy unreasonable people who still think their stubborness can solve everything. For god's sake being stubborn doesn't even solve anything for kids. These dumbasses! duh! However that place is actually a nice working environment. If you're that kind of laid back person and doesn't like to travel around and prefer to sit on your office chair all day to do your work, this kind of job is definitely for you. The exception here is that you have to answer phone calls! Which so far I've faced quite a number of challenge to do so, but however i'm able to cope with it being the "able to take all kinds of shit person that I am." Plus the staff and managers are uber nice and friendly. So i don't really have a problem workng there :). And i take it as a job to pass time while waiting for my NS.
Ahh anyway, so near to my NS and time really just past in a way where you wouldn't expect it to be past in that way. Really thought of slacking and partying for the rest of my holidays after my graduation all the way to NS, but think i have to do something to cover my expenses anyway, so eventually i end up working. Once again I've yet to realise any significant changes to my life and lifestyle, just that i've been clubbing almost every weekends ever since i start working in Spring. Bo bian, must chill abit after a stressful week of work (hmm stressful, kinda exagerrating, its quite slack actually) Yeah i just want to live my life, and yet all these while i've only one official companion to go clubbing with me every weekend, it's none other than Kris fagzo himself, this bugger whom is always facing financial crisis.
And yes tomorrow i'll be booking my trip to Phuket 3d2n @ $315 per pax, then fuck, i've to loan this kris fagzo some $$ for the deposit that we have to commit to the tour agency, which is $230 -_-, was thinking whats the big difference, might as well pay full price. Well for once i dont dare to pay the full price is because, apparently this kris fagzo is abit fickle minded, i'm lending him fucking $230 to pay the deposit and now i'm having the feeling he might back out of this trip and end up me paying for nothing, so in order to guarantee he will return me, i request to be in possession of his passport until the day he return me the $$, said to be 30th Aug. Not i'm not friend enough or what, it's just that when you do someone a favour, you expect them to do you a favour also, there's no free meal in this world. And of course, the principal of equivalent trade (Full Metal Alchemist^^) applies!
And yes i'm really keeping up with Naruto nowsaday, being that the storyline in the manga is getting more and more intriguing as the identity of all the Akatsuki members have been revealed! Even the assumed leader of Akatsuki turns out to be under the direction of another Akatsuki member whom was being revealed as the true leader eventually; Apparently some punk name Tobi, whom is aka Uchiha Madara (abit of controversy also surrounded him that he could be Uchiha Obito, whom was a member of Kakashi's team during the Kakashi gaiden's flashback... Damn this is getting ownaging interesting!)
Sure, long post as i've promised, now i'm almost giving up the idea of having the thoughts of any girls i can miss during my national service days. Seems like i'm really tired of relationship now. Yes my heart do react to some girls i've known recently but however my head is stopping me from commiting further. It actually resulted in me screwing up potential relationships or a potential healthy/unhealthy friendship with another girl, don't really know what i want. NS is really stopping me from loving, planning, and thinking more about my future as no one's gonna know what will happen to me in 2 years time from now. I might no longer be in this world or i might actually be someone with title and rank and call the shots, but no matter what I do, i will never let my mother down. She has done so much for me and i have to repay her someday. Firstly i'm going to get a 2 year term insurance while i'm serving my NS...So if anything happens to me, she can have those $$...Well hopefully i'll be blessed and 3 years later i can study in the 4th SG university that the public have been hoo-haaing about. And also not forgetting my insurance career! Hopefully i fucking suceed!
Ok guess i should turn in now, if not i'll get fucked tommorow...Don't wanna be late for work!
