It's a feeling of discomfort. I read a book by jack canefield on the principle of success this afternoon in camp after my icct lesson. Probably the only thing to do in camp when i have nothing else to do besides sleeping.
In the book it says that everyone should have a sense of purpose, should know what they want and be clear about it. The book also reinterates that in order for someone to be successful, he or she has to find positivity out of every negative situation. For example if you lose your handphone, be glad that you're going to get another one, might be a better phone you're getting. So when you lose your hard earned money trying to get a new handphone, be glad you learnt how to buy a handphone with the money you made and thus making you work harder to get the money back..something in this sense.
So now it's a feeling of discomfort that's bugging me, probably the impending date i'll be having tomorrow with a girl. She's hot, young, pretty, cute, sweet, beautiful, she's everything good that i can think of now, one might think i must be in love, because the only reason why one would find someone else perfect is because he/she is in love with that someone. What's discomforting is that i'm afraid i might screw up the date, i mean i know she's looking forward to it as much as im looking forward to the date, just put it this way, i'm not confident enough.
What to do? Now let's apply Jack canefield's principle of finding good stuff out of every bad situation, Ok i'm lacking of confident so where do i go from here? Maybe this shows that i'm not overconfident? Come on positivity gene! positivity! Ok probably now i realise this problem of mine and i'm trying to overcome it, this is good! Positive gene! positive! Things will go well.. things will turn out great, we will end the night with a long and passionate french kiss outside her doorsteps! She will want to go out with me again and she will fall for me! Yes i'm gonna make her fall for me, we will be together before i becomes a one year soldier! Sept 12 that is!!! Yeah gene that's the way! $100 is the budget tomorrow! no more than that! :) Yes gene positivity all the way! Omg i feel this sudden surge of energy! The positivity i guess is radiating throughout the molecular structure of my body and i'm so excited!!!! i'm gonna talk to her in msn as soon as i finish typing my blog
Ok ON TO THE SUCCESS OF THE DAY
GREAT SUCCESS
1. Finish all my ICCT Techniques and get ready for GRADING!
2. Gave my cousin a harsh scolding for delivering a poor maths result! I guess she takes it pretty seriously this time!
3. Got my mom's car key as she's going cambodia for a week! Please let her be safe!
THINGS TO DO TML
1. DATE with BEI
2. Attend Basic stock trading seminar
3. Conduct CCT Mock Grading for 1 sir
4. FINISH MY Air transport abstract on thursday night 10pm!
