This morning i woke up and i had a very weird feeling, it's that type of feeling that u wake up and notice u are missing someone so badly and unable let them know, that type of hopeless feeling.
Took me sometime to actually got over it, i had to eat my early morning mac breakfast my mother bought for me, sip up some lemon tea juice, take a bus to mandai camp and went to the backstage to get ready to teach cct. That's where the feeling subsides. So now sitting down on my computer desk chair that feeling comes back again, now the person i miss is online and i don't even have the guts to let her know not even messaging her, so being egoistic i shall let her message me later instead.
Alright what i just did was quite gayish, i just played a chinese song sang long ago by karen mok, it's called tabuaiwo. translated into english 'She don't love me'. How convenient...arghh
By the way i had a very happening weekend, Friday night went double o once again, this time with the same group of fun people that i have been going with the past few weeks. Long story short, 2 of us got so pissed drunk that everyone had to take care of them, then whats more? I literally got bitten all over my body by a mad woman playing some stupid game between the both of us and now i have to deal with the scars all over my body. I don't know if i'm a sadist or what, I actually enjoyed getting bitten by her =/
Saturday had a great nights out with 2 of my BMT buddy, went to watch Harold and Kumar, though i already downloaded and watch, but nothing beats watching it in the cinema although i have to pay an additional $5 for it. HAHA $5 because i reasoned that i should use the nebo card for my own cancelling off their privilege and using it to my advantage, hahahh they are kinda pissed about it i guess, but just $1 only man! Chill fuckers!
Sunday was fucking eventful also, went Sentosa to get tanned tgt with Dave ,SK and Shawn, played some ball games with them and later invited a group of strangers (5girls 2 guys) to join us. LOL where do i get that courage i don't know... 2/3 of the girls are really not bad looking, but didn't get their number. At night i had my dick sucked. K
Monday went to swim at Republic poly tgt with kris shawn gary...illegally hahaha. then at night went KTV with the same grp of people i was with to celebrate my clubbing khaki jianwen's bdae, hahah i was the only idiot who kept singing english songs and the rest are like so up for chinese songs, it was fun and no one got offended by my singing voice LOL fortunately.
What a great weekend:) I hope every weekends can be as fun. Ciao im going KSL to meet some arse holes!
