Damn i feel sick, probably had too much alcohol last weekend and it snowballed the effects till today. Coincidentally it's my guard duty tomorrow so i hope i won't get an mc and pass on the responsibility to my colleague. I wanna do it anyway because it's gonna be with my batchmates. Hopefully won't get the sentry slots.
Yesterday i was doing my duty staff, sitting whole day in the gym registration desk doing nothing. So i decided to check out the mindef forums. Crazy shit i tell you, the mindef forum actually had like hundreds of thousands of posts about all kinds of stuffs. Be it, gaming, anime, relationship problem and many many more.
As these few days i was feeling kinda down because of a bad intuition i felt regarding my relationship with a particular person i decided to look for some advice from the relationship section, trying to find any topic that relates to my case. And finally after some simple search, i manage to find it.
Ok now this is ghey i know, i don't know why despite all the past experience with many many women i still bother to give a shit about them but anyway, it's a post regarding being a third party, well it kinda applies to me, so i went ahead and click it.
"Never ever be a third party, because you do not want other people meddling in your relationship, imagine knowing that some other guys are pestering your girlfriend with sweet messages, confessing to them all these while you're together with her, how will you feel?"
Thanks MR i don't know, you really woke me up, even it's simple logic and pure common sense, it really takes your post to wake me up. So because of this i am now recovering from a minor heart ache and being a fool. I'm not feeling well now, not because of what you said, but i'm really physically sick. Still i don't really feel as bad as i was yesterday. That feeling totally made me feel really pathetic and hopeless.
MORAL OF THE STORY
LIFE GREATEST ENEMY: YOURSELF
