OH wtf guess what i did today. i shouted for 6 fucking hours...I should just join some nu-metal band like linkin park. Knnz i don't know wtf is going on with this closecombatinstructor voc anymore the mgmt is f up the regulars are really analed and illogical, thank god im in a less stringent team, but fk today just because im conducting some close combat training for my unit so i have to do all the teaching and the other instructors basically go around beating flies except for one that actually helps me out. Not that i'm complaining but this junior senior shit and unit instructor shit gotta stop the fuck out man... it wasn't like that before, the team i was in was so united and regularly helped each other out regardless of batch or whether u are the unit instructor.
Then shit happens.... they did a switch of instr from other team and now happens that the team that has been switched with ours is facing alot of political shit which i couldn't care about and occurs that the 2 instr that came to my team were really beating flies wherever they go and they happen to be supporting my fucking unit today. Fuck man my throat is going to burst, i'm afraid i might really get throat cancer just because of having to shout so much....oh man wtfbbq!
Oh yeah btw is it really true that when girl have their menses they really have a fucking problem with their attitude? Oh man that really breaks my balls! Grow up bitches!
PS: So i've got use to these alr yeah? That kind of hopeless feeling and at the same time making me realise how insignificant i am to others i love and care about. Such a feeling im so getting used to and experiencing it almost everyday that now it seems like im having it as part of my daily meals... How discouraging to humanity huh... how sad for me.
