In my country there's a problem
and the problem is transports
I need to squeeze with people juz to take it
and sometime i smell their armpit
Throw these transports down the well
so my country can be free
we must make travel cheap and easy
then we have a big party
In my country there's a problem
and the problem is the familees
they take the tax payer's money
and increase our GSTs
Throw that familees down the well
so my country can be free
we must make sure the next lee
must never be the next PM
If you see the familees coming
you must becareful of its teeth
because for you opposition parties
you're probably getting sued
throw these oppositions down the well
so my country can be free
the familees must sue for all their money
and we can have a big party.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
November Rain
November is coming wee~~
This is a nice song call November Rain by Gun n' Roses
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
This is a nice song call November Rain by Gun n' Roses
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this auch a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time...on my
own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Moment Of Zen
BY EUGENE LOW
Moment of Zen everyone, moment of zen.
Enjoy the best music i've heard in my entire life below!
Guns n' Roses - Don't Cry
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Finally i breathe.
BY EUGENE
YAY...one more day to go in the "throw all things at you while you try to dodge but no matter how you dodge you still kena hit by the task that is thrown at you as if it's a homing missle" company. I've been loading alot of shits onto myself this few weeks so it's time to unload it full blast tommorow!
I got a few surprise feedback from some of you regarding the outrageous comments i made on my company, my reply to you is "wow i didn't know you guys would take the time to read that load of crap i published, too much time must be on your side!" Anyway i would like to apologise publicly for calling my superior a midget which is a direct insult, even though he might not get the chance to venture upon my blog. (i keep my finger cross)
But most of the time, the truth can be insulting.
Take for example the recent IMF/Worldbank "fiesta" that has been happening in our tiny "locotown" as mentioned by the NewPaper. Our dear leaders has been spending billions of dollar to feather these delegates butt as if the delegates harbors gem inside their buttholes and will sneezed it out anytime after being feathered to it's climax, just like our nose. The truth is that, for the past few weeks our dear leaders have banned civil activitists from entering our country which in contrary has been given the approval by the IMF/Worldbank to join the meeting. As a result, these "ungrateful" IMF/Worldbank delegates blasted our dear leaders for breaching an agreement for disallowing these civil activitist to enter our country which their sole purpose is to protest infront of the Suntec city "cage" for human rights and freedom of expressions!"
Yah so much for feathering their butts for gems, think they got to face the reality and realise that buttholes does not produce gems. They actually produce.....well you should know if you know there's no such thing as mee siam with hum!
So you see Mr/Mrs delegates, our country has such 'clean' governments and 'happy' citizens that we do not need these Aliens to come and threaten our "4 million smiles". If not these smiles is going to turn into 8 million................................... wait singapore don't have so many people..
.
.
.
.
.
. 8 million middle fingers!!
YAY...one more day to go in the "throw all things at you while you try to dodge but no matter how you dodge you still kena hit by the task that is thrown at you as if it's a homing missle" company. I've been loading alot of shits onto myself this few weeks so it's time to unload it full blast tommorow!
I got a few surprise feedback from some of you regarding the outrageous comments i made on my company, my reply to you is "wow i didn't know you guys would take the time to read that load of crap i published, too much time must be on your side!" Anyway i would like to apologise publicly for calling my superior a midget which is a direct insult, even though he might not get the chance to venture upon my blog. (i keep my finger cross)
But most of the time, the truth can be insulting.
Take for example the recent IMF/Worldbank "fiesta" that has been happening in our tiny "locotown" as mentioned by the NewPaper. Our dear leaders has been spending billions of dollar to feather these delegates butt as if the delegates harbors gem inside their buttholes and will sneezed it out anytime after being feathered to it's climax, just like our nose. The truth is that, for the past few weeks our dear leaders have banned civil activitists from entering our country which in contrary has been given the approval by the IMF/Worldbank to join the meeting. As a result, these "ungrateful" IMF/Worldbank delegates blasted our dear leaders for breaching an agreement for disallowing these civil activitist to enter our country which their sole purpose is to protest infront of the Suntec city "cage" for human rights and freedom of expressions!"
Yah so much for feathering their butts for gems, think they got to face the reality and realise that buttholes does not produce gems. They actually produce.....well you should know if you know there's no such thing as mee siam with hum!
So you see Mr/Mrs delegates, our country has such 'clean' governments and 'happy' citizens that we do not need these Aliens to come and threaten our "4 million smiles". If not these smiles is going to turn into 8 million................................... wait singapore don't have so many people..
.
.
.
.
.
. 8 million middle fingers!!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Stupid Company
BY EUGENE
After 4 weeks working in my former attachment company, i realised what a don't-give-a-fuck person i am. The stress, the gay management, the particular midget there just turned me into a rebel. Seriously, I think i went back there just to spoil my own reputation. I went back there because i thought i could milk some cash out of that company as It's obvious my service is not required there.
The first 2 weeks was a total blank out, i did what santa do, sleep the whole year only to work during christmas. Yeah exactly, I did shit. I spend most of the time surfing net, Okay at least i went around asking if anyone needs my help. Not fucking surprisingly at all, no one needed any help from me as they were all doing things that require their self knowledge and concentration and doesn't need any outside interference to fuck their work up.
The second 2 weeks was the real test. Suddenly tons of shits was thrown at me as if i was caught cursing my Supervisor. I myself was not even prepared and have lack of knowledge to do so. What do you expect a poly student to go onboard the bridge of the ship to do? Set up a system there and translating Korean labels into English? Damn those are not even translated properly by those indonesians. And you want me to go up there to help and expect me to understand whatever which button stands for? What if i fucked up? And what if the ship sank if i mis-placed a label? They want me to set up a fucking computer there? Firstly, I am not a technician, hire one for fuck sake and you had the fucking balls to blame me when I couldn't activate the computer onboard the bridge due to they have a different switch board, Cheebye! I tried my best you fucking retard.
Not only that, i was given 70+ files to label on my own. What the fuck seriously I have alot of things to do and yet I was given so little time to complete it being thrown 70+ files to label You think i gahmen? Multi task? Knn gahmen also donno mee siam dont have hum. Luckily the attachment students helped me in most ways. So what did i do? I rushed through it like sonic the hedgehog only that i am in a human form and i didn't placed the labels properly and the stupid Supervisor fucking wants me to redo it all. Well he can stuff those labels up his asses if he will. All he can do is tell people to do this do that and he's playing his messenger the whole day as if money can pop out from there, playing golf, go to the nearby coffeeshop to talk shit with other people. I have no respect for silver spoon fed people that behaves like him. At least be a role model if you want people's respect, so what if your father is rich? He digs shits to find gold while you take gold and do shit.
Well i'm sorry i'm not borned to be made used of, If you think you can pay me a few bucks and think i can do your shit load and think i should be happy. You're fucken wrong. It's stupid to think we students are stupid to accept your little money and be threatened and insulted by you infront of others. You think you're rich and you can treat people like dogs? Please go fornicate with your own asshole.
Stupid midget(okay to call you that because you're shorter than me), I am not grateful at all towards you, all these time trying to think positively and how i can serve you has been halted. I am now starting to think and defend my rights. Fuck you for thinking that i should bow to you. Fuck you for thinking that you have the rights to tell me to do what you want me to. Fuck you for playing golf while the people are sweeping the dirt off your feet. Fuck you for playing Yahoo messenger which of cause i took my liking to it's rival by playing MSN messenger in your company...HAHAHAHA I REALLY HOPE I COULD SIGNED OFF ALL THE CREWS FROM YOUR SHIP BEFORE I LEAVE. But too bad i didn't do it for the sake of the rest of the people there that did not cause me to abandon my humanity.
BUT ANYWAY ONE WEEK LEFT OF MOWING YOUR LAWNS AND ITS TIME TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! AND SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY DEAR!!! FUCK WORKING! I'M GOING TO BE YOUR BOSS ONE DAY.
After 4 weeks working in my former attachment company, i realised what a don't-give-a-fuck person i am. The stress, the gay management, the particular midget there just turned me into a rebel. Seriously, I think i went back there just to spoil my own reputation. I went back there because i thought i could milk some cash out of that company as It's obvious my service is not required there.
The first 2 weeks was a total blank out, i did what santa do, sleep the whole year only to work during christmas. Yeah exactly, I did shit. I spend most of the time surfing net, Okay at least i went around asking if anyone needs my help. Not fucking surprisingly at all, no one needed any help from me as they were all doing things that require their self knowledge and concentration and doesn't need any outside interference to fuck their work up.
The second 2 weeks was the real test. Suddenly tons of shits was thrown at me as if i was caught cursing my Supervisor. I myself was not even prepared and have lack of knowledge to do so. What do you expect a poly student to go onboard the bridge of the ship to do? Set up a system there and translating Korean labels into English? Damn those are not even translated properly by those indonesians. And you want me to go up there to help and expect me to understand whatever which button stands for? What if i fucked up? And what if the ship sank if i mis-placed a label? They want me to set up a fucking computer there? Firstly, I am not a technician, hire one for fuck sake and you had the fucking balls to blame me when I couldn't activate the computer onboard the bridge due to they have a different switch board, Cheebye! I tried my best you fucking retard.
Not only that, i was given 70+ files to label on my own. What the fuck seriously I have alot of things to do and yet I was given so little time to complete it being thrown 70+ files to label You think i gahmen? Multi task? Knn gahmen also donno mee siam dont have hum. Luckily the attachment students helped me in most ways. So what did i do? I rushed through it like sonic the hedgehog only that i am in a human form and i didn't placed the labels properly and the stupid Supervisor fucking wants me to redo it all. Well he can stuff those labels up his asses if he will. All he can do is tell people to do this do that and he's playing his messenger the whole day as if money can pop out from there, playing golf, go to the nearby coffeeshop to talk shit with other people. I have no respect for silver spoon fed people that behaves like him. At least be a role model if you want people's respect, so what if your father is rich? He digs shits to find gold while you take gold and do shit.
Well i'm sorry i'm not borned to be made used of, If you think you can pay me a few bucks and think i can do your shit load and think i should be happy. You're fucken wrong. It's stupid to think we students are stupid to accept your little money and be threatened and insulted by you infront of others. You think you're rich and you can treat people like dogs? Please go fornicate with your own asshole.
Stupid midget(okay to call you that because you're shorter than me), I am not grateful at all towards you, all these time trying to think positively and how i can serve you has been halted. I am now starting to think and defend my rights. Fuck you for thinking that i should bow to you. Fuck you for thinking that you have the rights to tell me to do what you want me to. Fuck you for playing golf while the people are sweeping the dirt off your feet. Fuck you for playing Yahoo messenger which of cause i took my liking to it's rival by playing MSN messenger in your company...HAHAHAHA I REALLY HOPE I COULD SIGNED OFF ALL THE CREWS FROM YOUR SHIP BEFORE I LEAVE. But too bad i didn't do it for the sake of the rest of the people there that did not cause me to abandon my humanity.
BUT ANYWAY ONE WEEK LEFT OF MOWING YOUR LAWNS AND ITS TIME TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! AND SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY DEAR!!! FUCK WORKING! I'M GOING TO BE YOUR BOSS ONE DAY.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Freedom in jeopardy!
I came across a forum where they are discussing about the TODAY'S attack on a Singaporean's blog whom are speaking for the people against some of the policies of the government, for example the taxi fare price hike and the continuously high standard of living our govt imposed on us. Well the TODAY paper of cause if some people are intelligent enough to see, it is the Main's Government paper. One of the columnist/lackey of the govt attacked this patriotic Singaporean blogger accusing him of distorting the truth. By the way http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/2006/07/today_sporeans_.html is the column he wrote. Because of this man's bravery in expressing the majority of the people thoughts here in Singapore, the government has send or bribed some running dogs to bring down his column pulled his testicle and turned him into a victim running away from the loansharks or should i say, Mafia? Who's chasing after him for something this patriotic Singaporean took from them. Something called deception, or maybe an act of staying together, moving forward. BY THE WAY FUCK TODAY!! NO WONDER ITS FREE!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Finally something normal
Wow 3 weeks of term break passed by god damn fast! It's so fast that I took less than a minute to recall what i've been doing the past 23 days!. Generally, I've spend most of the time watching world cup, throwing money to singapore pools and most of all spend huge amount of time with my girlfriend. Hey dear i want to thank you personally here for the all the wonderful moment we spent together during the holis and of cause the rocking experiences that both of us shared lol. I'm so touched by that thing you gave me today, you made me feel very special. All this while i've been trying my very best not to hurt or be hurt by other people, unwilling to give a shit or trust anyone been very thick skin and hide all my gayish emotions which screwed up alot of things in the past, or maybe that's simply I'm not man enough. You came to my life and break that barrier i created. Thank you. I strongly believe this time everything will turn out fine, and nothing can stop us, not even with the number 42.
By the way i hope i didn't neglect anyone out there, i'm trying hard to balance my life now between studies, relationships and earning some cash. Man is what man does. If I've not been the person you hoped for, don't give me a chance to change, accept me.
By the way i hope i didn't neglect anyone out there, i'm trying hard to balance my life now between studies, relationships and earning some cash. Man is what man does. If I've not been the person you hoped for, don't give me a chance to change, accept me.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Bohemian Rhapsody
Is this the real life, is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality
Open your eyes,
look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy,
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me...to me
Mama, just killed a man, put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama oooh... Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come, sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama oooh (any way the wind blows) I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very very frightening me
Galileo (Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo figaro (Magnifico)
But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let me go
Will not let you go, let me go Will not let you go let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right out of here
Nothing really matters, anyone can see
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows...
Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality
Open your eyes,
look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy,
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me...to me
Mama, just killed a man, put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama oooh... Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come, sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama oooh (any way the wind blows) I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very very frightening me
Galileo (Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo figaro (Magnifico)
But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let me go
Will not let you go, let me go Will not let you go let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right out of here
Nothing really matters, anyone can see
Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows...
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Where is the love?
Sometime you just want to have the rights to love someone you want and not let others affect your feelings and emotions with their stereotypeness. In this world where people judge each other by their looks instead of personality and characters, it's hard not to get distracted. We have people whom are always not satisfied with their life influencing others to end their love lifes, we have people whom just couldn't commit or was devastated due to their previous unhappy relationship go around trying to break other couples up. And then there's someone whom always wants to be the 3rd party because of the challenges they bring which can give them emotional pleasure in trying to break a happy couple up.
Recently, i don't understand why and what the fuss is all about the colin and kero blog. Okay so they are a gay couple. And in my opinion they have every rights to remain as a couple and no one should really be fussed up all over it. Though to be honest i'm abit skeptical about their relationship not because they are gays, mainly because i have the feeling that they are purposely trying to get attention from the public, one of the possibilities is that they are purposely misleading the people to think they are really a gay couple in order to gain attention which in fact they are not. The other reason is maybe they have their gay pride up in their mind after getting too much up their butt. But whatever the reasons is if they are indeed a couple, I wish them all the best and so to their parents.
And btw i am attached now, and yes i have every rights to be attached and every right to love someone. If you have any negative opinion about my love life, you can shove them up your own ass alright? Haha just kidding, i'm not an attention grabber so whatever your impression of me doesn't affects my self esteem. It's always good to mind your own business. I'm trying hard too
Recently, i don't understand why and what the fuss is all about the colin and kero blog. Okay so they are a gay couple. And in my opinion they have every rights to remain as a couple and no one should really be fussed up all over it. Though to be honest i'm abit skeptical about their relationship not because they are gays, mainly because i have the feeling that they are purposely trying to get attention from the public, one of the possibilities is that they are purposely misleading the people to think they are really a gay couple in order to gain attention which in fact they are not. The other reason is maybe they have their gay pride up in their mind after getting too much up their butt. But whatever the reasons is if they are indeed a couple, I wish them all the best and so to their parents.
And btw i am attached now, and yes i have every rights to be attached and every right to love someone. If you have any negative opinion about my love life, you can shove them up your own ass alright? Haha just kidding, i'm not an attention grabber so whatever your impression of me doesn't affects my self esteem. It's always good to mind your own business. I'm trying hard too
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Emotions
OO! I'm in love! For the first time after years. Ever since i've been finding fault with myself, it happen at the moment when i stop, finding fault with myself. Yes this is what a blog should be right? Throwing out all your feelings with correct phrasing and words to not let others think you're a psycho right? Unfortunately i am a psycho. Don't mess with me.
I suspect the whole thing is beautifully crafted out by someone. Maybe GOD, no not the GOD of Abraham's bible. The GOD known as MONAD from gnosticsm, buddhism and hinduism I believe. Or maybe the GOD of Agnostic whom shall not be known to any beings. Sounds more probable. Okay skip the religion part.
This is too sudden and shocking, it's like getting knocked down by a car on a passenger pathway. How can I be so caught off guard? It's a very complex feeling, I really need to try my best and control my emotions come what may. I don't want to ruin it this time with all my emotional problems which did it for the previous few. DUH. "It's just emotion, taking me over" - BeeGees
Being hopefully more matured now, and knowing how to be a man to a certain extend, I wish everything turns out fine, or either way turn out to be something else i cannot forsee which i will trade some of my hair to be good. Hmm as long as i live my life do my things and be myself, nothing can go wrong right? Though basically the problem is with the other party, I'm fine and willing to accept anything, with certain criterias of cause. Okay i won't ask much, just give me your heart!
I suspect the whole thing is beautifully crafted out by someone. Maybe GOD, no not the GOD of Abraham's bible. The GOD known as MONAD from gnosticsm, buddhism and hinduism I believe. Or maybe the GOD of Agnostic whom shall not be known to any beings. Sounds more probable. Okay skip the religion part.
This is too sudden and shocking, it's like getting knocked down by a car on a passenger pathway. How can I be so caught off guard? It's a very complex feeling, I really need to try my best and control my emotions come what may. I don't want to ruin it this time with all my emotional problems which did it for the previous few. DUH. "It's just emotion, taking me over" - BeeGees
Being hopefully more matured now, and knowing how to be a man to a certain extend, I wish everything turns out fine, or either way turn out to be something else i cannot forsee which i will trade some of my hair to be good. Hmm as long as i live my life do my things and be myself, nothing can go wrong right? Though basically the problem is with the other party, I'm fine and willing to accept anything, with certain criterias of cause. Okay i won't ask much, just give me your heart!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Am I Doing It Right?
I don't know if i sound like an MCP but i do know all the type of guys that the ladies out there claim they are looking for in their life aren't exactly how they want them to be. Come on, just walk along the street in Orchard or Bugis and you can see most of the not so good looking bastards gets the best looking bitches! ITS A FACT! Why do i know it's a fact? Because I've seen it with my own pair of eyes at a short range! I was taking an escalator down at suntec a few days ago and i saw this babe clunging herself on to some freaking big sized guy with a big round head and a bald temper! But, i wasn't startled, because i already witnessed alot these scenario. I was just curious how that monstrous looking bastard makes this sweet little faced angel goes crazy over him. I can't help but read up some articles and question some of my friends, i even downloaded some dating advice video just to see whether ugly guys getting sweet looking ladies issues came into the subject. To my not so amazement, it did. The video i downloaded happen to be a guy with alot of dating experience and done alot of research on what makes the opposite sex attracted to you giving a talk to 50 over people among the crowd. He said something that really got my approval lol. "Women are illogical" OK SO THATS WHY I AM CONFUSED!! LOL!!
Okay guys who frequent my blog go search up some torrent site for this david deangelo double dating advice video. There are priceless lessons to be learnt Good luck!
Okay guys who frequent my blog go search up some torrent site for this david deangelo double dating advice video. There are priceless lessons to be learnt Good luck!
Friday, May 12, 2006
I don't give a **** to the media
2006 election's results were out, the hypocrisy of human beings were widely exposed by the television and our newspapers. Erm, no not the political party that harbours an indian man with an english name. Neither am i talking about that man, I am not in a position nor a psychologist to know what was he actually thinking when he forgets to submit a god knows what piece of document. Humans makes mistakes right?
What i am referring to is the media, seriously, what the hell are you journalists paid for? To de-characterise/defame a member of the opposition party on a minor issue and blow it up on the front pages and regard that as the main issue of elections for many days? Were you paid and instructed to do that or were you licking up to someone boots by doing so? While Singaporeans relies on you to inform them what are the major issues that will cause an impact in their life, relentlessly craving for information that will help them know what is going on and out of the election and what kind of decisions will be made for them to improve their lives. You journalists out there being one of us chosed to tell us stuffs that we have totally had enough of and has little cause for us to even care about.
-So much for the Singapore version of Democracy-
Yes, even as a teenager, I can easily tell your agenda and which political parties you guys are siding by your one sided articles. But i guess you guys are not to be blamed and you have to put food on your family. As prior to election, i went to one of the opposition party rallies, I was surprised by the turn outs as more than 30000 people were present when this particular political party is holding their rally at a very strong opponent ground. Ok whatever i'll just say it. It's the Worker's Party holding their rally at the Prime minister's home ground. 30000 people, did the newspaper show the crowd? No. This political party voiced out many general issues and asked many question that concerns us. Did the newspaper list out every questions and issues that this party brought upon to the ears of the tens of thousands of people there? No. Instead we were being shown the same old stories that doesn't even concern our lifes! At the end of the day the people whom weren't present at the rally let ignorance deceived them, they chosed to remain loyal to the people whom made their lives miserable. And for some of the people whom were present either did not had the balls to vote for the party they really wanted to vote for or simply failed to address the issues that really concerns the nations.
-Hope-
For once i was concerned. Even one of my relative who keeps complaining about the head government's policy and not caring for the poor said that they were afraid to vote for the oppositions. Well to be truthful it disgust me. I was wondering how many other thousands of other Singaporeans thinks the same. Its frustrating to think about it. I refer to the phrase from the movie V for Vendetta "The people should not be afraid of the government, the government should be afraid of the people" But it doesn't seems so for the majority of the Singaporeans. But as the result of the election showed on 6th of May, we saw a glimmer of hope, we know that the media and some dangling carrots can't brain wash some of us, we know there is some people out there fighting for a freedom of press, a freedom of thoughts and a freedom of expressions. We know in our heart that freedom is only possible when we give it to ourselves. It's 5 years prior to the next election, I thereby wanted to tell everyone of you especially those legible to vote in 5 years time. WE SHALL NOT BE BRAINWASHED EASILY, WE HAVE A CHOICE!!! POWER TO THE PEOPLE!
What i am referring to is the media, seriously, what the hell are you journalists paid for? To de-characterise/defame a member of the opposition party on a minor issue and blow it up on the front pages and regard that as the main issue of elections for many days? Were you paid and instructed to do that or were you licking up to someone boots by doing so? While Singaporeans relies on you to inform them what are the major issues that will cause an impact in their life, relentlessly craving for information that will help them know what is going on and out of the election and what kind of decisions will be made for them to improve their lives. You journalists out there being one of us chosed to tell us stuffs that we have totally had enough of and has little cause for us to even care about.
-So much for the Singapore version of Democracy-
Yes, even as a teenager, I can easily tell your agenda and which political parties you guys are siding by your one sided articles. But i guess you guys are not to be blamed and you have to put food on your family. As prior to election, i went to one of the opposition party rallies, I was surprised by the turn outs as more than 30000 people were present when this particular political party is holding their rally at a very strong opponent ground. Ok whatever i'll just say it. It's the Worker's Party holding their rally at the Prime minister's home ground. 30000 people, did the newspaper show the crowd? No. This political party voiced out many general issues and asked many question that concerns us. Did the newspaper list out every questions and issues that this party brought upon to the ears of the tens of thousands of people there? No. Instead we were being shown the same old stories that doesn't even concern our lifes! At the end of the day the people whom weren't present at the rally let ignorance deceived them, they chosed to remain loyal to the people whom made their lives miserable. And for some of the people whom were present either did not had the balls to vote for the party they really wanted to vote for or simply failed to address the issues that really concerns the nations.
-Hope-
For once i was concerned. Even one of my relative who keeps complaining about the head government's policy and not caring for the poor said that they were afraid to vote for the oppositions. Well to be truthful it disgust me. I was wondering how many other thousands of other Singaporeans thinks the same. Its frustrating to think about it. I refer to the phrase from the movie V for Vendetta "The people should not be afraid of the government, the government should be afraid of the people" But it doesn't seems so for the majority of the Singaporeans. But as the result of the election showed on 6th of May, we saw a glimmer of hope, we know that the media and some dangling carrots can't brain wash some of us, we know there is some people out there fighting for a freedom of press, a freedom of thoughts and a freedom of expressions. We know in our heart that freedom is only possible when we give it to ourselves. It's 5 years prior to the next election, I thereby wanted to tell everyone of you especially those legible to vote in 5 years time. WE SHALL NOT BE BRAINWASHED EASILY, WE HAVE A CHOICE!!! POWER TO THE PEOPLE!
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Similarity doesn't binds.
Ok let me get this straight, this is to someone whom i've not yet given my blog address to. Basically, me and you, I've been observing, we're really really the same type of person ok? The difference is age and sex and of cause height and weight too. In what ways are we similar? Okay what i know is we are very into observing human behaviours and constantly trying to get into the other persons mindset. We presume we know things, but yet the truth is we do not. But both of us are highly self righteous and will fight till the end just to protect our own believes and justifications. We like to act all cool and treat it as if it's just some minor shit case, but inside we know it's serious and it definitely would affects us, mentally. If someone we know gets entangled in a complex situation, we will be there to provide as much help as possible, even we know what we say might have no effects on them eventually and they might not even heed our words. It's common sometimes we get high headed at times and causes people to be irritated towards our arrogant behaviour and self esteems. Okay we are both creative in our imaginations and we can actually totally understand how both of us are thinking even though we try as hard as possible not to know what are we thinking and choose to act blur instead. And then when things don't go our way, we just burst out and might even be extremely straightforward and realistic in our judgement towards the other party. Both of us knows how things works out and how things doesn't works out. But sometimes we ignore our own logics and screw things up despite knowing.
We joke ok? We can shit alot from our mouth. We can drive others crazy. You and me are the same. MENTALLY!!! -Ok i might just be presuming things- We keep things to ourselves and lose our self esteem easily and always trying to find the reason for that. We are hypocrites in some ways. Just like me you can actually treat some things as if as it doesn't matter and be cold towards it and totally treat it as if it didn't happened before. But the thing is you mind! Well, i'm very sorry about that.
We joke ok? We can shit alot from our mouth. We can drive others crazy. You and me are the same. MENTALLY!!! -Ok i might just be presuming things- We keep things to ourselves and lose our self esteem easily and always trying to find the reason for that. We are hypocrites in some ways. Just like me you can actually treat some things as if as it doesn't matter and be cold towards it and totally treat it as if it didn't happened before. But the thing is you mind! Well, i'm very sorry about that.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Find ourselves
-Self-
Ever since we were borned it was empty, we had nothing on, we don't understand the action and words of people around us, we don't get any clue from anything around us because we have no knowledge of anything. It was the beginning, we have nothing. Nothing to worry about. Can you imagine being shown to a mirror of your image just soon after you were born? Isn't that abit surprising for ourselves? Now what we'll probably be thinking is, "okay now i saw a woman holding me, and i looked into a mirror i saw the woman whom was holding me, and that little moving thing there, what's that? Okay. No we won't actually be thinking about that, we might intepret it through our own imaginations, and we will never remember how we use to see ourself as. Forever. The self thought we had then was never known. It was nothing.
-Losing Ourselves-
As the clock ticks since the day when we were born, we were exposed to and surrounded by more people. From these people we learnt their facial expressions and slowly adapt to their lip movement and then to the sound that comes out from their lips. From then on, what we do, how we act and who we were no longer applied here, we will start losing ourselves. We will all be merely copying other's movements and actions. At least until we start our primary school educations, never will we be questionning who we are and what are we here for? Simply because we see others react to how we act, and unconsciously we will try to make others satisfy with our actions. While during the process of making others happy, we notice the unhappiness of some whom were not happy from the way we try to act that will make another person happy. For instance, you compromised your friends and decided to play catching with them, the teacher will shout at you disagreeing at what you are doing, because in her point of view what you doing might cause distruption to yourself and others while trying to make your friends happy by playing along with them.
-The Conclusion, there's no self-
With Alexander, comes Cesar, with Cesar comes Gengis Khan, With Gengis Khan comes Napoleon and with Napoleon comes Hitler. History tends to repeats itself, not in the exact same way nor same personalities. But the same concept. Notice the way we think and behaves, through experiences and observance, there are people in the past that thinks and behaves the same way too? They might not be the same person nor might they share the same blood. They are people even though living in different conditions adapts similar philosophy as us. We eat so we can live, we love so we can breed, there's war because there is hate and we manipulate so we can rule. So generally, we are all conformists, we behaves in certain way to be accepted into society. A murderer is not accepted into our society because what he did is deemed heritical to our believes. He shall either be persecuted by capital punishment or be condemned to eternal prison sentence. If in cases that he be released. He will be instituitionalised by his own imprisonment and he will not be able to adapt to the outside world.
"Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing, will we be able to defy the possibly impossible?"
Ever since we were borned it was empty, we had nothing on, we don't understand the action and words of people around us, we don't get any clue from anything around us because we have no knowledge of anything. It was the beginning, we have nothing. Nothing to worry about. Can you imagine being shown to a mirror of your image just soon after you were born? Isn't that abit surprising for ourselves? Now what we'll probably be thinking is, "okay now i saw a woman holding me, and i looked into a mirror i saw the woman whom was holding me, and that little moving thing there, what's that? Okay. No we won't actually be thinking about that, we might intepret it through our own imaginations, and we will never remember how we use to see ourself as. Forever. The self thought we had then was never known. It was nothing.
-Losing Ourselves-
As the clock ticks since the day when we were born, we were exposed to and surrounded by more people. From these people we learnt their facial expressions and slowly adapt to their lip movement and then to the sound that comes out from their lips. From then on, what we do, how we act and who we were no longer applied here, we will start losing ourselves. We will all be merely copying other's movements and actions. At least until we start our primary school educations, never will we be questionning who we are and what are we here for? Simply because we see others react to how we act, and unconsciously we will try to make others satisfy with our actions. While during the process of making others happy, we notice the unhappiness of some whom were not happy from the way we try to act that will make another person happy. For instance, you compromised your friends and decided to play catching with them, the teacher will shout at you disagreeing at what you are doing, because in her point of view what you doing might cause distruption to yourself and others while trying to make your friends happy by playing along with them.
-The Conclusion, there's no self-
With Alexander, comes Cesar, with Cesar comes Gengis Khan, With Gengis Khan comes Napoleon and with Napoleon comes Hitler. History tends to repeats itself, not in the exact same way nor same personalities. But the same concept. Notice the way we think and behaves, through experiences and observance, there are people in the past that thinks and behaves the same way too? They might not be the same person nor might they share the same blood. They are people even though living in different conditions adapts similar philosophy as us. We eat so we can live, we love so we can breed, there's war because there is hate and we manipulate so we can rule. So generally, we are all conformists, we behaves in certain way to be accepted into society. A murderer is not accepted into our society because what he did is deemed heritical to our believes. He shall either be persecuted by capital punishment or be condemned to eternal prison sentence. If in cases that he be released. He will be instituitionalised by his own imprisonment and he will not be able to adapt to the outside world.
"Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing, will we be able to defy the possibly impossible?"
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Religions that kills
Words in red can be ignored.
'He who will drink from my mouth will become like me. I myself shall become he, and the things that are hidden will be revealed to him'
I just began my job as a promoter for Samsung 2 days ago, as i was posted to Suntec City Courts to help Samsung to promote their mp3s. I also happen to be in the IT section which was shared by 2 girls and a few middle aged men whom were official salesman hired by courts. Needless to say, I manage to click well with the 2 girls as we were around the same ages and we were happening to be sharing our life stories and exchange some views regarding each other's religions. Of cause as someone whom stands for my own view of righteousness and philosophy through influence of numerous religions and philosophers. While being skeptical about the root of Literal believes. As in those who believes what they read from books and devote themselves and discriminating people who doesn't read or believes it, that of cause includes believing words from mouths of people who claim they are being chosen to spread messages from how they intepreted from books that were written thousands of years ago.
As strictly as I am tied to my own thoughts and believes I am in every due respects tolerant of every religions. I attend different religious ceremony of my friends and I do not wish to directly show any disrespect towards them by condemning their thoughts and believes. That is until I hear some people trying to promote their religion by saying those who doesn't believe in their religions will end up in hell! And that is exactly what i heard from one of my fellow promoters whom told me that is what their pastors emphasized to them.
Firstly, let's put this issue out of religious context. Imagine a qualified teacher, someone whom was suppose to be a role model to the people he/she was suppose to share their knowledge to. Educated the people he is teaching to condemn others who don't believe in unreliable thousands of years old tales to go to hell? Pardon me. But. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!?!? What type of hypocritical teachings is this? Are they trying to tell us to believe in what was written and said by people that lives thousands of years ago whom think the earth was FLAT?! And that the Sun Goes Round The Earth!? And you call them, teachers? Trusting them that they are people whom will guide you to a place called heaven with their discrimination and breach of trust to society?
Now let me tell you some facts about your own religion according to my POV and some research and documentaries I've viewed upon, If you ignorant people are going to insist that we non believers are going to go to hell for not sharing your thoughts. This is particularly towards the pastors and teachers who condemns non believers that so call represents the words and wisdom of Jesus Christ. The Bible consists of gospels that was chosen and finalised by a man whom was facing a competition in winning faith for his own belief, in an era where pagans and jews believes dominated the western worlds. A Pope in the 100s A.D. From out of more than 20 gospels written on account of jesus life chosed only 4 and were then established into so called the foundation and "truth." of Christianity. This is by of cause peoples whom were trying to create propogandas on how to get more people to join their sides and faiths. It's like how some companies intensively market their products through commercials, newspaper and magazines and attract others to buy them. In the end this man manage to convince the majority of the people that his words are the most genuine and denounces other believes and openly condemning them and call them heresy in order to win people unto their sides. If in today's world, when an organisation is competing with another organisation in marketing their products, they shouldn't openly condemn their competitors. This will result in a defamation law suit! And because of these dictatored text. Almost billions were killed by the words in it over the past numerous centuries. All these because of the naiveness and stupidity of this guy's decisions and words.
So much so that I have been called upon to deliver these words with great vengeance and serious anger to people who disrespects humanity as respectfully as I can. "Fuck you!" Stereotyped religious leaders and extremists. Here is an example of one.
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/24864/Fox_News_Baptist_Protestor.html
Well and finally of cause there are people who just want to believe in their own religions, their own god and were tolerant towards others believe instead of condemning them straight to hell. These people have all rights to do so and will be respected by all people who holds the same thinking as theirs. What we all must know is No one is right, no one is wrong. But if you're letting your senses fails you and hating other people and condemning innocents whom have the right to believe in what they want to. YOU SHOULD DIE A HEFTY DEATH AND BURN IN THE SEA OF HELL'S FIRE!
'He who will drink from my mouth will become like me. I myself shall become he, and the things that are hidden will be revealed to him'
I just began my job as a promoter for Samsung 2 days ago, as i was posted to Suntec City Courts to help Samsung to promote their mp3s. I also happen to be in the IT section which was shared by 2 girls and a few middle aged men whom were official salesman hired by courts. Needless to say, I manage to click well with the 2 girls as we were around the same ages and we were happening to be sharing our life stories and exchange some views regarding each other's religions. Of cause as someone whom stands for my own view of righteousness and philosophy through influence of numerous religions and philosophers. While being skeptical about the root of Literal believes. As in those who believes what they read from books and devote themselves and discriminating people who doesn't read or believes it, that of cause includes believing words from mouths of people who claim they are being chosen to spread messages from how they intepreted from books that were written thousands of years ago.
As strictly as I am tied to my own thoughts and believes I am in every due respects tolerant of every religions. I attend different religious ceremony of my friends and I do not wish to directly show any disrespect towards them by condemning their thoughts and believes. That is until I hear some people trying to promote their religion by saying those who doesn't believe in their religions will end up in hell! And that is exactly what i heard from one of my fellow promoters whom told me that is what their pastors emphasized to them.
Firstly, let's put this issue out of religious context. Imagine a qualified teacher, someone whom was suppose to be a role model to the people he/she was suppose to share their knowledge to. Educated the people he is teaching to condemn others who don't believe in unreliable thousands of years old tales to go to hell? Pardon me. But. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!?!? What type of hypocritical teachings is this? Are they trying to tell us to believe in what was written and said by people that lives thousands of years ago whom think the earth was FLAT?! And that the Sun Goes Round The Earth!? And you call them, teachers? Trusting them that they are people whom will guide you to a place called heaven with their discrimination and breach of trust to society?
Now let me tell you some facts about your own religion according to my POV and some research and documentaries I've viewed upon, If you ignorant people are going to insist that we non believers are going to go to hell for not sharing your thoughts. This is particularly towards the pastors and teachers who condemns non believers that so call represents the words and wisdom of Jesus Christ. The Bible consists of gospels that was chosen and finalised by a man whom was facing a competition in winning faith for his own belief, in an era where pagans and jews believes dominated the western worlds. A Pope in the 100s A.D. From out of more than 20 gospels written on account of jesus life chosed only 4 and were then established into so called the foundation and "truth." of Christianity. This is by of cause peoples whom were trying to create propogandas on how to get more people to join their sides and faiths. It's like how some companies intensively market their products through commercials, newspaper and magazines and attract others to buy them. In the end this man manage to convince the majority of the people that his words are the most genuine and denounces other believes and openly condemning them and call them heresy in order to win people unto their sides. If in today's world, when an organisation is competing with another organisation in marketing their products, they shouldn't openly condemn their competitors. This will result in a defamation law suit! And because of these dictatored text. Almost billions were killed by the words in it over the past numerous centuries. All these because of the naiveness and stupidity of this guy's decisions and words.
So much so that I have been called upon to deliver these words with great vengeance and serious anger to people who disrespects humanity as respectfully as I can. "Fuck you!" Stereotyped religious leaders and extremists. Here is an example of one.
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/24864/Fox_News_Baptist_Protestor.html
Well and finally of cause there are people who just want to believe in their own religions, their own god and were tolerant towards others believe instead of condemning them straight to hell. These people have all rights to do so and will be respected by all people who holds the same thinking as theirs. What we all must know is No one is right, no one is wrong. But if you're letting your senses fails you and hating other people and condemning innocents whom have the right to believe in what they want to. YOU SHOULD DIE A HEFTY DEATH AND BURN IN THE SEA OF HELL'S FIRE!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Unrequited love
Unrequited love. I've been experiencing this forever since my hormones begin to rage I guess. Even until now, I'm facing a seemingly hopeless choice. Though I've been striving to gain a foothold of myself lately just to see through this sudden emotional impact that still harvest in my heart. The recent one has given me this negatively joyous feeling, which contradicts even the man who claim that he can solve all problems.
Actually I don't even know what exactly is wrong with me. Am i in possesion of a iron heart? A heart which have been broken too much being a piece of meat to be replaced by iron because no one is able to fix back to it's original piece again? All these for the unrequited love that haunts me even though I'm at the end of my teenage years.
This sorrowness is just too draggy, I really need someone to settle me down. They say we shouldn't find love, we should let love find us. Monks are definitely not role models for this philosophy. Guess they must've gave up on love. Or maybe they were suffering from EUL. Eternal Unrequited Love. Aahahaha. Life is suffering.(According to Buddha)
Okay I shouldn't mock them, I'm no better either. Life is suffering yes, I can't change it, that's why i'm changing with it. Let time tells what shall eventually befalls me.
Actually I don't even know what exactly is wrong with me. Am i in possesion of a iron heart? A heart which have been broken too much being a piece of meat to be replaced by iron because no one is able to fix back to it's original piece again? All these for the unrequited love that haunts me even though I'm at the end of my teenage years.
This sorrowness is just too draggy, I really need someone to settle me down. They say we shouldn't find love, we should let love find us. Monks are definitely not role models for this philosophy. Guess they must've gave up on love. Or maybe they were suffering from EUL. Eternal Unrequited Love. Aahahaha. Life is suffering.(According to Buddha)
Okay I shouldn't mock them, I'm no better either. Life is suffering yes, I can't change it, that's why i'm changing with it. Let time tells what shall eventually befalls me.
Friday, April 07, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Bottled up
I know why i am blogging now. Because i can't sleep, even if it's 5 past midnight.
I just cant friggin sleep, and because of that i begin to reminisce. It's only a fact that time knows no boundary, as it flows while i'm being self centered over a series of unfortunate event that happened to me not long ago. Why am I suddenly feeling so inferior? And so much so that i always wanted to help people with their problems and think for a moment and notice that I can't even solve my own? Until now I've always been confused regarding what to do now in order to be successful in the future. There's just so many things to think about doing and yet i fail to execute any of them with enthusiasm or satisfaction.
I remember not long ago one fortune teller offered me some advice, haha I know it's abit crazy to believe in this sort of things, she told me to focus on a sole target and work towards it, I am not suitable to do multi tasking. I've been noting what she said until now and paying attention to opportunities that I've been given to do things; work etc. Sadly I haven't found anything currently in my life for me to solely focus on. Other than getting my Diploma and my driving license, or maybe that is what i should just focus and work on?
And because now is holiday, I've nothing to worry with education, maybe that's the reason why i feel like an empty bottle, nothing inside and not nice to look at, just an empty bottle waiting for something or someone to fill in. Someone whom now have bare affliation with me who I've been thinking alot about and don't even or rarely contact each other.
Maybe my life sounds far from a fairy tale, but fairy tales can be made with truth and abit of magical moments in it. I'm waiting for the magical moments.
-Oh and dont worry my little friend who has alot of stuffs to worry about, regarding your attachments and stuffs haha i will be there to give you morale boost!-
I just want to sleep but I can't! Fu*k!
I just cant friggin sleep, and because of that i begin to reminisce. It's only a fact that time knows no boundary, as it flows while i'm being self centered over a series of unfortunate event that happened to me not long ago. Why am I suddenly feeling so inferior? And so much so that i always wanted to help people with their problems and think for a moment and notice that I can't even solve my own? Until now I've always been confused regarding what to do now in order to be successful in the future. There's just so many things to think about doing and yet i fail to execute any of them with enthusiasm or satisfaction.
I remember not long ago one fortune teller offered me some advice, haha I know it's abit crazy to believe in this sort of things, she told me to focus on a sole target and work towards it, I am not suitable to do multi tasking. I've been noting what she said until now and paying attention to opportunities that I've been given to do things; work etc. Sadly I haven't found anything currently in my life for me to solely focus on. Other than getting my Diploma and my driving license, or maybe that is what i should just focus and work on?
And because now is holiday, I've nothing to worry with education, maybe that's the reason why i feel like an empty bottle, nothing inside and not nice to look at, just an empty bottle waiting for something or someone to fill in. Someone whom now have bare affliation with me who I've been thinking alot about and don't even or rarely contact each other.
Maybe my life sounds far from a fairy tale, but fairy tales can be made with truth and abit of magical moments in it. I'm waiting for the magical moments.
-Oh and dont worry my little friend who has alot of stuffs to worry about, regarding your attachments and stuffs haha i will be there to give you morale boost!-
I just want to sleep but I can't! Fu*k!
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Mind Control of the Masses
There exist a great plague, a plague nobody can cure other than the person themselves, it's called conform. A very scary disease, Indeed It's deadlier than aids, Easier to attained compared to flu. And we who suffered are called conformists. It's a disease everyone in this world suffers from, it not only eats through your heart and your soul. It even controls the way you think. How do we get this disease? What cause us all to be affected and yet we are not even aware that we've been affected?
It's unavoidable, we see them everyday, we live by them everyday, we need them everyday, we even need them to survive. Can you guess it? Kudos to you if you do. And yes it's the media. A very very powerful term can be used to represent it's actual meaning. It's call PROPOGANDA, created and intended by the people to control us who manages the land we live in.
Imagine you're just a baby, when you're a baby you know not what's right and wrong. You won't be able to judge anyone, not even when you see a man murdering another man you don't even know whether the man is commiting a crime, until someone tells you so. Slowly day by day you begin to see and hear more and more, then you learn how to judge people. Your guardians told you so and so is bad and you keep away from them, so and so is good and you will look up to them. You might even want to be like so and so, you will agree whatever so and so do. So and so actions stimulates your brain because you think whatever things so and so do is good because you were told so and so is good. But who is so and so? People you see in the news, people you see in your daily life, people you talked to, people you judge. Gradually as you grow, you picked up actions, words and ideas that were being regarded as "GOOD" from so and so. You do not exist anymore. You merely created another person in you. This person is call the EGO, it's not you, it's a person being created in order to fit into this society, a person being created by how you think you should act, speak, walks, sings, eat. Just because you think it is good, and created to hate someone whom action and words you deemed to be bad because someone told you so. But do we know the truth? Have we seek the truth?
Just like the media, the TVS. It is possible to become physically addicted to watching television, a hypothesis borne out by numerous studies which have shown that very few people are able to kick the television habit. It's no longer an overstatement to note that the youth today that are raised and taught through network television are intellectually dead by their early teens. The true you has died, you have been brained washed and being led by people who tell you what is good and what is wrong, just because they show you some footage of middle eastern people threatening to bomb some western countries or even trying to hint to you that your country is being targetted for bombing as well! Scarying you, making you prowl, sucking away your security. You begin to support the war, you condemn the people whom are being potrayed as "bad" you speak out against them, you go to public and you show hatred towards these particular race or religion of people. OH WAKE UP!! The only culprits are people who tries to make you think and support their way in order to benefit their schemes. Think about propoganda, hmmm tell me... Which country was the most infamous for using propogandas to support their war efforts and schemes? Wait was it Germany!? Hitler's Germany? An army of retards and lunatics that murdered millions of people? Bombarding areas of helpless countries? Taking over territories which doesn't belong to them? So am I wrong to say the world we are living in is still freaking Nazis? Anyway tell me why 2 of our highiest ranking personnel in the parliament comes from the same family? Out of 4million people in our countries this is the best we can come up with? Damn, have we been taken for a fool? "We are given the world reality through a screen, some ink, or radio waves. The truth is hiding in plain site." Transcripts are being dictated to tell us how the world is like and how we should live in order to fit into this society. Has our destiny been written for us already? ITS TIME TO WAKE UP, PEOPLE.
It's time to have your own sets of mind, it's time to seek the truth. Instead of finger pointing, bitch slapping and tongue bashing. Think for a moment, think and apply some logic. The tip of the ice-berg is just 1/10 of it's bottom, yes we heard about it, yet we only see the tip of it, We had not went for a dive to see the bottom part of it. So i say let us stand up and fight, not physically, but we shall fight a mental war against those people that uses propogandas to control our lifes. It's time to voice out, we need to know the truth, we need to fight for the truth by verbal means. We need to wake up! Truth shall be known!
But however, if you choose to travel the road to the truth, then you must be prepared for the obstacles that await you. You may be condemned or criticized by your family, your friends, your lovers, or your co-workers. This is their programming that began at birth that is doing exactly what it's supposed to do. You're going to have to be stronger than that. You must realize that there is a reality that exists outside of this controlled artificial system.
"Stop being robots."
It's unavoidable, we see them everyday, we live by them everyday, we need them everyday, we even need them to survive. Can you guess it? Kudos to you if you do. And yes it's the media. A very very powerful term can be used to represent it's actual meaning. It's call PROPOGANDA, created and intended by the people to control us who manages the land we live in.
Imagine you're just a baby, when you're a baby you know not what's right and wrong. You won't be able to judge anyone, not even when you see a man murdering another man you don't even know whether the man is commiting a crime, until someone tells you so. Slowly day by day you begin to see and hear more and more, then you learn how to judge people. Your guardians told you so and so is bad and you keep away from them, so and so is good and you will look up to them. You might even want to be like so and so, you will agree whatever so and so do. So and so actions stimulates your brain because you think whatever things so and so do is good because you were told so and so is good. But who is so and so? People you see in the news, people you see in your daily life, people you talked to, people you judge. Gradually as you grow, you picked up actions, words and ideas that were being regarded as "GOOD" from so and so. You do not exist anymore. You merely created another person in you. This person is call the EGO, it's not you, it's a person being created in order to fit into this society, a person being created by how you think you should act, speak, walks, sings, eat. Just because you think it is good, and created to hate someone whom action and words you deemed to be bad because someone told you so. But do we know the truth? Have we seek the truth?
Just like the media, the TVS. It is possible to become physically addicted to watching television, a hypothesis borne out by numerous studies which have shown that very few people are able to kick the television habit. It's no longer an overstatement to note that the youth today that are raised and taught through network television are intellectually dead by their early teens. The true you has died, you have been brained washed and being led by people who tell you what is good and what is wrong, just because they show you some footage of middle eastern people threatening to bomb some western countries or even trying to hint to you that your country is being targetted for bombing as well! Scarying you, making you prowl, sucking away your security. You begin to support the war, you condemn the people whom are being potrayed as "bad" you speak out against them, you go to public and you show hatred towards these particular race or religion of people. OH WAKE UP!! The only culprits are people who tries to make you think and support their way in order to benefit their schemes. Think about propoganda, hmmm tell me... Which country was the most infamous for using propogandas to support their war efforts and schemes? Wait was it Germany!? Hitler's Germany? An army of retards and lunatics that murdered millions of people? Bombarding areas of helpless countries? Taking over territories which doesn't belong to them? So am I wrong to say the world we are living in is still freaking Nazis? Anyway tell me why 2 of our highiest ranking personnel in the parliament comes from the same family? Out of 4million people in our countries this is the best we can come up with? Damn, have we been taken for a fool? "We are given the world reality through a screen, some ink, or radio waves. The truth is hiding in plain site." Transcripts are being dictated to tell us how the world is like and how we should live in order to fit into this society. Has our destiny been written for us already? ITS TIME TO WAKE UP, PEOPLE.
It's time to have your own sets of mind, it's time to seek the truth. Instead of finger pointing, bitch slapping and tongue bashing. Think for a moment, think and apply some logic. The tip of the ice-berg is just 1/10 of it's bottom, yes we heard about it, yet we only see the tip of it, We had not went for a dive to see the bottom part of it. So i say let us stand up and fight, not physically, but we shall fight a mental war against those people that uses propogandas to control our lifes. It's time to voice out, we need to know the truth, we need to fight for the truth by verbal means. We need to wake up! Truth shall be known!
But however, if you choose to travel the road to the truth, then you must be prepared for the obstacles that await you. You may be condemned or criticized by your family, your friends, your lovers, or your co-workers. This is their programming that began at birth that is doing exactly what it's supposed to do. You're going to have to be stronger than that. You must realize that there is a reality that exists outside of this controlled artificial system.
"Stop being robots."
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Stupid is what stupid does
Last night I watch a movie named Forrest gump. It was aired on 1994 and i happen to heard alot of good reviews about this movie recently through yahoo movies and imdb.com. After I finish watching it, I was amazed. It was a very nice and touching movie. Damn beautifully scripted and perfectly casted by the all of the actors and actresses especially Tom Hanks.
Its actually about a fictionous character whose name is Forrest Gump, he was narrating his past while sitting on a bench next to a black old lady talking and sounding very dim witted. When he was young he's thought to have an IQ of only 75 he can't talk the way normal human does and he cannot walk properly because he does not have very strong legs. He needs some kind of metal to support his leg while he walks and the way he walks actually mock the way Elvis presley dances. And due to his disability, he also found himself in a disadvantage in enrolling into a famous school which his mother tried profusely everything to get him into the school, well basically she had sex with the principal and then he let him in.
Then the scene change to him waiting for a bus, which is his first day to school, when he got up to the bus, he noticed that everyone gave him the disgusting and discriminating look because of his disability and no one allows him to sit beside them. Then there was this little girl, whom he will eventually marry, request him to sit beside her. "And then i heard the most beautiful voice ever" As stated by Forrest when the girl ask him to sit beside her. Days passes by as their bond towards each other grew closer. The girl was known later to have a abusive father in the movie.
School days was tough for forrest as he has to withhold bullies and insult almost everyday, constantly being mocked at and disturbed. One time he was chased by a few bikers and being throw stones at, and being chased, he ran as the girl was with him, "Run, Forrest Run" Cried the girl, as the girl can only watched helplessly as her beloved friend runs from the danger, the cyclists paddles speedly tries to knock him down. Then something happen as he ran, the metal supporting his leg suddenly breaks and he was able to run normally like a normal person. Knowing that, he suddenly felt so good in running and he continue running even though he had already shunned off from the bikers, he ran past amazingly fast across a foodball field within his school compound catching the sight of the football coach whom later would have him enrolled into the football club. And then he spend his days in school as a football player being the key player as he was the fastest in the field. As he grows up he was seen playing for one of the football club in America and then I would like to type out the whole story but i figure out it will take up alot of my time and i need to sleep. Anyway i reccomend this movie to everyone! Really a very good movie. It tells us that even most of us has slight disablities "We are no different from others because all of us are different!" Not only that, it also thought me alot of things about life, that's what i like about old movies, they are really meaningful and most of them are really worth our money though i get to watch it free!! hehe. Some of the movies nowsaday are just overatted and directed and acted by people who just want to make money quick and easy. Anyway forrest gump is 9.4/10 Definitely one of the best movies I've seen!
PS: What i had typed out was only just 1/20 of the whole story lmao!
Its actually about a fictionous character whose name is Forrest Gump, he was narrating his past while sitting on a bench next to a black old lady talking and sounding very dim witted. When he was young he's thought to have an IQ of only 75 he can't talk the way normal human does and he cannot walk properly because he does not have very strong legs. He needs some kind of metal to support his leg while he walks and the way he walks actually mock the way Elvis presley dances. And due to his disability, he also found himself in a disadvantage in enrolling into a famous school which his mother tried profusely everything to get him into the school, well basically she had sex with the principal and then he let him in.
Then the scene change to him waiting for a bus, which is his first day to school, when he got up to the bus, he noticed that everyone gave him the disgusting and discriminating look because of his disability and no one allows him to sit beside them. Then there was this little girl, whom he will eventually marry, request him to sit beside her. "And then i heard the most beautiful voice ever" As stated by Forrest when the girl ask him to sit beside her. Days passes by as their bond towards each other grew closer. The girl was known later to have a abusive father in the movie.
School days was tough for forrest as he has to withhold bullies and insult almost everyday, constantly being mocked at and disturbed. One time he was chased by a few bikers and being throw stones at, and being chased, he ran as the girl was with him, "Run, Forrest Run" Cried the girl, as the girl can only watched helplessly as her beloved friend runs from the danger, the cyclists paddles speedly tries to knock him down. Then something happen as he ran, the metal supporting his leg suddenly breaks and he was able to run normally like a normal person. Knowing that, he suddenly felt so good in running and he continue running even though he had already shunned off from the bikers, he ran past amazingly fast across a foodball field within his school compound catching the sight of the football coach whom later would have him enrolled into the football club. And then he spend his days in school as a football player being the key player as he was the fastest in the field. As he grows up he was seen playing for one of the football club in America and then I would like to type out the whole story but i figure out it will take up alot of my time and i need to sleep. Anyway i reccomend this movie to everyone! Really a very good movie. It tells us that even most of us has slight disablities "We are no different from others because all of us are different!" Not only that, it also thought me alot of things about life, that's what i like about old movies, they are really meaningful and most of them are really worth our money though i get to watch it free!! hehe. Some of the movies nowsaday are just overatted and directed and acted by people who just want to make money quick and easy. Anyway forrest gump is 9.4/10 Definitely one of the best movies I've seen!
PS: What i had typed out was only just 1/20 of the whole story lmao!
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Insomnia!
O my god i didn't slept at all for the whole night, after helping my mother search for some hair salon equipment online. Yup! This coming thursday my mother is going to start her own hair saloon business co-owned among her friends, the problem is her friends knows how to cut hair but she don't, so i guess she's most probably gonna end up being a cashier or just a hair washer. Damn gross IMO, imagine having to wash some stranger's hair uncertained what kind of germs or fungus that has nested in it. Yeah feel it.
O yeah i can't sleep, maybe because today is my last day of my industrial training programme, which also meant my supervisor will be marking my final grade judging from these not-too-entirely dreadful 5 months plus stint i've been here. ARggghhh!! Still get the effy feeling that i won't get the grade i wish for. This ITP cost a load of points off my overall GPA, which is that friggin important to get a good grade if i am to have any chance to get into a local U. I heavily doubt i will end up in anyway. Ok i'm going to get ready soon, and have a short nap in the bus if i can find a seat! that's prolly the reason why i hate travelling in a morning bus! Most of the time I can't get a fucking seat to comfort my heavy ass! Yah that heavy feeling you feel early morning all over your body as if you can suddenly feel the weigh of all the food you ate yesterday night. Ahh screw it, i'm gonna get ready. But anyway its my last day, fuck the complains i typed here.
O yeah i can't sleep, maybe because today is my last day of my industrial training programme, which also meant my supervisor will be marking my final grade judging from these not-too-entirely dreadful 5 months plus stint i've been here. ARggghhh!! Still get the effy feeling that i won't get the grade i wish for. This ITP cost a load of points off my overall GPA, which is that friggin important to get a good grade if i am to have any chance to get into a local U. I heavily doubt i will end up in anyway. Ok i'm going to get ready soon, and have a short nap in the bus if i can find a seat! that's prolly the reason why i hate travelling in a morning bus! Most of the time I can't get a fucking seat to comfort my heavy ass! Yah that heavy feeling you feel early morning all over your body as if you can suddenly feel the weigh of all the food you ate yesterday night. Ahh screw it, i'm gonna get ready. But anyway its my last day, fuck the complains i typed here.
Friday, March 17, 2006
Imagine
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
No religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace..u hoo
Imagine no possesions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say i'm a dreamer
But i'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one.
- John Lennon
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
No religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace..u hoo
Imagine no possesions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say i'm a dreamer
But i'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one.
- John Lennon
Thursday, March 16, 2006
The End Is Coming
It's an honour and pleasure to.... know that.....I have... 2 more working days to end my prison sentence (ITP)!! Muahahaa...Such a delightful feeling that i can't believe that my benevolent Warden (Supervisor) MR TXX even took 4 weekdays leave during the last week of my sentence. However! The fight is not over, as he has yet to conclude my final grade. Though I ask for nothing better than a freaking B!
Even though it's a neither long nor short 5 and a half months. I am very thankful to my Poly for integrating me into this company, it's been a worthwhile experience as I've met many people, whom have been both truthful and deceitful to me. I get to see the real world and see what money and pride can do to people and even to myself. Yes and I'm also proud to claim that, I've been taking alot of advantages to as much as how the company takes advantage of my service. It's a i lose one tooth u will also lose one tooth world. And the principle of equivalent trade applies to every aspect of life. You lose something, you gain something!
And yes recently I've been holding some grudges, grudges upon every human beings and that includes even myself because of the word 'judge', not judge as referred to the man of justice, but judge in a sense that how someone is worth by the way he looks, dress, work, study, talks, walks, eat, sleep and the way he is being testify upon because of his background or skin colour. There was one saying 'Do not judge, or you will be judged' but it seems like we're born with the nature to 'Judge or be judged' and makes it so 'impossible not to judge and not be judged' So why, what and who caused this conformation? What shall we blame? Religions? Race? Media? Government? Beavers? or OURSELF? Well.. I say blame it on the existence of the 4 elements, fire, water, earth, air. Because without them there wouldn't be us. And without us there wouldn't be anyone to judge. But since we are all here waiting to one day disappear, what we can do now is get on with life, because as we grow older we get wiser. We will be really smart when we are dead.
Even though it's a neither long nor short 5 and a half months. I am very thankful to my Poly for integrating me into this company, it's been a worthwhile experience as I've met many people, whom have been both truthful and deceitful to me. I get to see the real world and see what money and pride can do to people and even to myself. Yes and I'm also proud to claim that, I've been taking alot of advantages to as much as how the company takes advantage of my service. It's a i lose one tooth u will also lose one tooth world. And the principle of equivalent trade applies to every aspect of life. You lose something, you gain something!
And yes recently I've been holding some grudges, grudges upon every human beings and that includes even myself because of the word 'judge', not judge as referred to the man of justice, but judge in a sense that how someone is worth by the way he looks, dress, work, study, talks, walks, eat, sleep and the way he is being testify upon because of his background or skin colour. There was one saying 'Do not judge, or you will be judged' but it seems like we're born with the nature to 'Judge or be judged' and makes it so 'impossible not to judge and not be judged' So why, what and who caused this conformation? What shall we blame? Religions? Race? Media? Government? Beavers? or OURSELF? Well.. I say blame it on the existence of the 4 elements, fire, water, earth, air. Because without them there wouldn't be us. And without us there wouldn't be anyone to judge. But since we are all here waiting to one day disappear, what we can do now is get on with life, because as we grow older we get wiser. We will be really smart when we are dead.
Friday, March 10, 2006
Perfact
Been a few days since the new attachment student came, which of cause had my condolence as soon as i saw him in my sit during his first day in office. Ha Ha
The first thing i asked him was, did you offend any lecturer? Lol of cause at first he doesn't know why the hell I ask him that, until i show him the trainee guide which will be his bible in the up coming months for his Industrial Training Programme. That is because there's helluva task and procedures to handle and of cause every predecessor would pity their successors and wish them the best for their next 6 months
After work I met hongsheng and zk at plaza singapura, bringing only $15 with me to spend. And sadly I end up spending all of it on food! In a 'fish market' restaurant together with his poly friends which i personally felt the food wasn't worth spending on as it was soso and only enough to just quench my hunger. $45 of fish and chips to feed 3 people, that's almost as good as robbing a bank and pay taxes to the govt with the money you robbed. Ironically non sensed.
Then together with zk and hongsheng and his poly friends we went to boat quay there and slack off the stairs right off the Singapore river, we sang a happy birthday song to his friend and sit there for more than 1 hour just to talk cock sing song. Then in the end we manage to board a bus during non peak hour where thousands of people either finished shopping or just knocked off from their work. I also saw someone i didn't see for quite sometimes, and on the bus we continue to talk cock sing song all the way home.
I reminded myself on something today. There's no boundary among humans, not until you try to build that berlin wall in your mind which makes you inferior or superior.
The first thing i asked him was, did you offend any lecturer? Lol of cause at first he doesn't know why the hell I ask him that, until i show him the trainee guide which will be his bible in the up coming months for his Industrial Training Programme. That is because there's helluva task and procedures to handle and of cause every predecessor would pity their successors and wish them the best for their next 6 months
After work I met hongsheng and zk at plaza singapura, bringing only $15 with me to spend. And sadly I end up spending all of it on food! In a 'fish market' restaurant together with his poly friends which i personally felt the food wasn't worth spending on as it was soso and only enough to just quench my hunger. $45 of fish and chips to feed 3 people, that's almost as good as robbing a bank and pay taxes to the govt with the money you robbed. Ironically non sensed.
Then together with zk and hongsheng and his poly friends we went to boat quay there and slack off the stairs right off the Singapore river, we sang a happy birthday song to his friend and sit there for more than 1 hour just to talk cock sing song. Then in the end we manage to board a bus during non peak hour where thousands of people either finished shopping or just knocked off from their work. I also saw someone i didn't see for quite sometimes, and on the bus we continue to talk cock sing song all the way home.
I reminded myself on something today. There's no boundary among humans, not until you try to build that berlin wall in your mind which makes you inferior or superior.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Keeping it real
We live in a dimension where one only gives a shit about themselves. So tell me, why should i write about myself here and what i do everyday when everyone only give a shit about themselves and instead of reading the whole paragraphs what they are doing is skip some words and just read the nouns or verbs? I get feedbacks that keep telling me to write about myself instead of all the rants i made in all my previous post. That is for me, impossible. Alright if you insist i write about myself and what i did today, it will be something like that...
" Today is a fucked up day, i bet you want to know it more than anyone else and if you get to read what i write about what happen to myself today, u're one lucky son of a bi**h. I woke up in the morning with saliva stain all over my face, the air-condition were freezing the blood in my veins when i remembered i was naked asleep since 5 hrs ago, it took me 1 minutes to notice i'm awake and then i went back to sleep again. After 10 minutes, the alarm clock went out and i have to wake up again to notice it's still early and i fall back into my bed again for another 10 minutes of sleep. As the alarm clock shows the number 0735, I have no choice but to wake up because since my work starts at 9am and i have to take app. 1 hour to travel from the busstop near by to a busstop to my workplace which i will be walking for another 10 minutes to reach the darn office. So i jumped out of my bed, and head for air- condition remote and off the darn freaking cold air-condition which of cause is...freezing my blood."
So how? interesting? you bet! The process of me waking up already fill up 1/3 of this post and you expect me to write what happen to me for the whole of today?I know it's exagerating of me put it this way and i could've summarised it. But i doubt my english is good enough to summarise around 2000 words which would be used to describe what happen to me today and what i did.
So what my idea of my blog now is to write abit the main point of what happen today, and what have i learn from the shits i get which of cause i won't care whether anyone gives a damn or not. I just want to use it for reference in the future of what i have experienced and how i dealt with what happened and what's the out come of it. So i can compare with the same thing i experience in the future and how i dealt with it and what's the outcome of it. Simple as that!
PS: I doubt anyone who reads it agree with me and read the whole post, as most of us are self-centered. Which includes me.
" Today is a fucked up day, i bet you want to know it more than anyone else and if you get to read what i write about what happen to myself today, u're one lucky son of a bi**h. I woke up in the morning with saliva stain all over my face, the air-condition were freezing the blood in my veins when i remembered i was naked asleep since 5 hrs ago, it took me 1 minutes to notice i'm awake and then i went back to sleep again. After 10 minutes, the alarm clock went out and i have to wake up again to notice it's still early and i fall back into my bed again for another 10 minutes of sleep. As the alarm clock shows the number 0735, I have no choice but to wake up because since my work starts at 9am and i have to take app. 1 hour to travel from the busstop near by to a busstop to my workplace which i will be walking for another 10 minutes to reach the darn office. So i jumped out of my bed, and head for air- condition remote and off the darn freaking cold air-condition which of cause is...freezing my blood."
So how? interesting? you bet! The process of me waking up already fill up 1/3 of this post and you expect me to write what happen to me for the whole of today?I know it's exagerating of me put it this way and i could've summarised it. But i doubt my english is good enough to summarise around 2000 words which would be used to describe what happen to me today and what i did.
So what my idea of my blog now is to write abit the main point of what happen today, and what have i learn from the shits i get which of cause i won't care whether anyone gives a damn or not. I just want to use it for reference in the future of what i have experienced and how i dealt with what happened and what's the out come of it. So i can compare with the same thing i experience in the future and how i dealt with it and what's the outcome of it. Simple as that!
PS: I doubt anyone who reads it agree with me and read the whole post, as most of us are self-centered. Which includes me.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Cornered
I look down on money, it's the cause of every problem in this world. Everyone in all walks of life are controlled by it, you can almost use any word you find in the dictionary to form a sentence with it. People change when you talk about money, too less of it is bad enough, too much of it is just as tough. Because of money, the bonds of all fellowship can be broken faster than how my shit goes down the toilet bowl when I flush it.
Anyway just to let you all know, i'm on the 5th month of my attachment, and being someone that serves his sentence in the human resource department, i get to see alot of faces, mostly ugly ones. Just imagine having to communicate with people whom don't speak your language or doesn't speak your language well all day(yah they are foreigners), and the majority of the reasons they look for you everytime is because of money. Yah, their wages, bonus and allowances to be precise. Okay mostly is because i'm the one that handles all of their salary and stuffs, even their work permits. So today this 2 indonesian crew came down from our company's vessel, one of them was obliged to come down and another one was suppose to be taking leave. The one who was obliged to come down wants me to give him offshore allowance, which of cause we aren't oblige to give him any. Ok long story short, we have this discussion and argument that in the end i concluded with him that he's not suppose to be given any cash advance or not his salary for this month will be cut, during the process i fuck him hard with my words until i think he can feel the swell up his ass from the fuckings he got from me, and yes the facial expression he gave to me pretty much tells me he was high even though i'm not sure whether he understands what the fuck i'm trying to tell him or not. Oh I did say fuck, don't get the wrong meaning, in the modern society, the word fuck has alot of meaning and falls into alot of category. If you're unsure you can go to http://www.lotsofjokes.com/cat_143.htm .
See.. All this confidence in fucking unreasonable people are being built up by the 5 months of shits i absorbed from my attachments. It's just like you eat so much food and so much shit is being stored inside your body until you're being forced to let it out smoothly. This time the shit came out like how the bullets were being wasted by rambo using machine guns.
-There's a chinese saying that any dogs will fight back when they are being cornered-
Verdict: Erm not really sure how you say it, but i'm pretty sure that's the only choice left for the dog. (what, you expect him to just bark!?)
Anyway just to let you all know, i'm on the 5th month of my attachment, and being someone that serves his sentence in the human resource department, i get to see alot of faces, mostly ugly ones. Just imagine having to communicate with people whom don't speak your language or doesn't speak your language well all day(yah they are foreigners), and the majority of the reasons they look for you everytime is because of money. Yah, their wages, bonus and allowances to be precise. Okay mostly is because i'm the one that handles all of their salary and stuffs, even their work permits. So today this 2 indonesian crew came down from our company's vessel, one of them was obliged to come down and another one was suppose to be taking leave. The one who was obliged to come down wants me to give him offshore allowance, which of cause we aren't oblige to give him any. Ok long story short, we have this discussion and argument that in the end i concluded with him that he's not suppose to be given any cash advance or not his salary for this month will be cut, during the process i fuck him hard with my words until i think he can feel the swell up his ass from the fuckings he got from me, and yes the facial expression he gave to me pretty much tells me he was high even though i'm not sure whether he understands what the fuck i'm trying to tell him or not. Oh I did say fuck, don't get the wrong meaning, in the modern society, the word fuck has alot of meaning and falls into alot of category. If you're unsure you can go to http://www.lotsofjokes.com/cat_143.htm .
See.. All this confidence in fucking unreasonable people are being built up by the 5 months of shits i absorbed from my attachments. It's just like you eat so much food and so much shit is being stored inside your body until you're being forced to let it out smoothly. This time the shit came out like how the bullets were being wasted by rambo using machine guns.
-There's a chinese saying that any dogs will fight back when they are being cornered-
Verdict: Erm not really sure how you say it, but i'm pretty sure that's the only choice left for the dog. (what, you expect him to just bark!?)
Monday, February 27, 2006
Da Vinci Court
I just read the news that a lawsuit has just been made by Michael Baigent and Richard Leigh, the author of The Holyblood and the Holy grail novel, against Dan brown whom they claimed had plagiarized their book and then wrote the book Da Vinci Code, which of cause sold a few million more copies than their own production and has recently made it into hollywood. Well i'm sure most of you has either read this book already or at least heard of it. Okay first, I mean come on, don't u think this is abit ironic? The lawsuit came just as soon as the movie is about to be shown worldwide in two months time! This book has been out for at least 2 freaking years i believe... So why the big stupid dumb controversy now? It's abit skeptical to believe that solely Michael Baigent and Richard Leigh is behind all these isn't it? For those who read the book knows that the book is well erm... anti-christ.
Questioning the root and morale of christianity and the turmoil it has brought to this world. Doesn't the word Vatican strikes you harder than lightning in this? Just imagine what passion of christ the movie has done to the image of the jews, just so you can imagine what will Da Vinci Code the movie bring to christianity? And knowing this, who will be the first to feel the heat? It's best to leave the discussion here and let's move on to the boring part... My life -As usual wake up in the morning, go to work, knock off from work, came back home, and i'll be in my nest later- Life is never black and white, it's so grey!
Questioning the root and morale of christianity and the turmoil it has brought to this world. Doesn't the word Vatican strikes you harder than lightning in this? Just imagine what passion of christ the movie has done to the image of the jews, just so you can imagine what will Da Vinci Code the movie bring to christianity? And knowing this, who will be the first to feel the heat? It's best to leave the discussion here and let's move on to the boring part... My life -As usual wake up in the morning, go to work, knock off from work, came back home, and i'll be in my nest later- Life is never black and white, it's so grey!
Contradicting
Hi this is my 2nd post. Haha do i have to number the post everytime i do a post? Don't care. Don't know why I suddenly feel very demoralise and don't wish to continue with this dumb-designed blog. Just like how god felt demoralised after seeing all the negative dramas humanity has been creating ever since adam and eve start making love. Or does he enjoy this drama acted by 6 billion people? God knows. Don't have the mood to care either. The only motivation for me to carry on with life is a game of DOTA later on...
Anyway, some of you might be wondering who the hell is the old man sitting on my blog page. His name is sigmund freud, the founder or originator of the Id, Ego, Superego psychological theory. Which is also a psychological philosophy i believe in and base my judgement on people with. I'll ellaborate more about it when my mind is energetic, not now, because i feel lethargic after some dumb stuffs that happen to me this afternoon which drags on only untill just now. Basically it's some indian guy who hire me as an agent to find job for his indian comrades, then the company that was suppose to attain his service suddenly decided to backout and not hire him, which eventually give me alot of headache as of now i have to find some other placements for him. Arghh, one thing i learn from being a middleman. You get it from both sides! Middlewoman becareful!.
Anyway, some of you might be wondering who the hell is the old man sitting on my blog page. His name is sigmund freud, the founder or originator of the Id, Ego, Superego psychological theory. Which is also a psychological philosophy i believe in and base my judgement on people with. I'll ellaborate more about it when my mind is energetic, not now, because i feel lethargic after some dumb stuffs that happen to me this afternoon which drags on only untill just now. Basically it's some indian guy who hire me as an agent to find job for his indian comrades, then the company that was suppose to attain his service suddenly decided to backout and not hire him, which eventually give me alot of headache as of now i have to find some other placements for him. Arghh, one thing i learn from being a middleman. You get it from both sides! Middlewoman becareful!.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
It's All About Arse.
Okay this shall be my first post. Yes this is my new blog, the previous one kinda suck too much and the words used in it is kinda personal and offending that it's not suitable for one's viewing pleasure, so i just want to revolutionise my blog and what i write into something more presentable to others. This time there'll be less cussing, slightly less sensitive discussion and more about what i have learnt for each and every post i made. Care to share your views and don't be afraid to identify yourself if i know you, I do have a really really open mind, yes i do, i really really do. Yeah and you should notice before u read this post that what a gay designs i have for my blog. Whatever, It's my taste, just want to try something new, hope none will be too critical of it. Well if you do you can voice out in my tagboard. But please don't flood it because of this dumb blogskin, it's not worth your effort. Anyway Man utd won the carling cup....i'm so happy.
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